Living like im free;

sicklysick

2009-08-21T20:05:00.001+08:00

Would i still have the time to blog next week?
I don't think so,now that i have bioelectronics

and thermofluids paper to think of.

Okie plus maths.

Statistics.

Im feeling so weak, been relying on the panadols now,everybody

i know is falling sick nowadays.
Get well soon okie sis.
But syukur alhamdulilah im feeling a bit better today..
The problem now is,i so need some motivation to study.
Study outside maybe,you say?
But nahh,i can't.That's my major problem.It'll be a lot of a total distraction to me.
Uh-huh.
Cuz u see,i can't concentrate with people around me,i dunno why.
And when all of a sudden that feeling of enthusiasm come, okay i'll be studying a bit and then i dozed of a LOT.
woahh..big problems.
I seriously need to buck up and be very afraid.
yess..i shall remind myself every minute to FOCUS,FOCUS and FOCUS.
That should do it,we'll see how it goes.lol

Anyhow,Ramadhan's coming! Woohooo i can't wait.
But it's just too bad that thing had to happen.urghh,so sad.
And my dear aunt and Aida sent me this sms bout Makcik Keropok not selling keropok anymore but kurma/kuih..and saying that to open the door when she come cuz her kurma/kuih are nice and that she 's taubat already since the Cik Pon is being tied up in fasting month..hahaaa...and then end off her sms with the saying,"Salam Ramadhan!" Haha their sms really made my daylah.

Kie,i can't think of aniting to write anymore.Till here.

Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim!

i need chaos

2009-08-16T00:28:00.008+08:00

Things are going too good.
And i don't like it.

Talking about good thing.
Here comes the bad part,blogger is giving me such a headache.
Can't even log in properly since just now.
im freaking fedup to the max.
Aniwae,putting that aside today is well spent with me sitting at home.

Yesterday,my energy's already drained out with the evening and night plans.
Headed off to my cousin's housewarming party at woodlands and i ate and ate non-stop,especially the chocolate brownies,oohh,nicey nice!
Stayed there for quite some time and around 5 plus went home.

I rest for 1 hour or so and then went out again after maghrib.
Went with my mum and dad without sis and idah following to Ustaz's house.
Again,i ate quite alort..haiyo,shake head shake head.
guitly pleasure.
Ended quite late the majlis,almost close to 11 plus.
i was dead tired by then uhh..and i thought i will went to sleep already.
But in the end,stayed up late till 2.45am.

All Idah's fault.
Ask me to stay up with her cuz she wanted to play the computer..
Reluctantly,i agreed.
And then we both heard it.Like literally heard it.What's more it's so deafening silent at night,obviously every little sound can almost be heard.
There,we both heard a loud knock,like a few times,i think it came from upstairs.

Oh God,my blood went up suddenly,so terperanjat.In my mind,i was like sapelah ketok-ketok malam malam buta ni?And then Idah can still ask me,"AWAK,APER TU?
"Ohmy that girl,she should just shut her mouth kan! you know it's not good to mention things at night.

In the end i ask her to faster finish up what she wanted to do and we diden said a single thing after dat.hahaaa..
And ohmy,i've been slacking my way through,i really need to start my revision soon.
urgh.

such a drama

2009-08-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

credits:yahoo images

Tuesday.
was.
such.
a.
drama.
mama.
day.

Ohh..yeah,right from the start,it have been a chaotic day.

Morning comes,and i got ready to go to sch.

Time check,it was 9.20 am and im so late.

Dash out of house like mad and reach mrt..

And then out of the blue some freak incident happen,and i diden make it to sch.

I was like scared+dizzy+helpless+weak.

In the end,mum fetch me at Khatib and i went home to rest.

Thank God mum was there.

In the evening,after feeling better abit,rushed off to night class for Bioelectronics lab test.

I thought of skipping it,but then i remembered i dun have any mc wif me,

and i dun want to get into hot soupso i forced myself to go.

Turned out lab test was fun and funny thanks to Sya,Elly and Aida..lol.

I laughed all the way looking at their "failed attempts" and "actions". Tak bole angkat.
And then suddenly all my dizzyness faded away.

Alhamdulilah.lol

And now,it feels weird that i seem to have nothing to do.

Study break starts next week,and exams,like the REAL FINAL SEMESTER

exam is in weeks time.

Maybe i should just revise abit now instead of idling around.

I wonder,sometime, and maybe sometime,

the unexpected things can just happen without you realising.

Scary.

when pain invade

2009-08-08T00:49:00.003+08:00

Blister on my foot.
Shoe spoilt.
im limping halfway.

pathetic state huh?

well,it hurts very much and i can't stand for too long.
got my feet hurt thanks to all the running i did in the morning.

i can't believe we actually ran all the way from YCK station to sch.
3 mins was all it takes.
Can't deny it,i was a nervous wreck myself.In that state of condition,i dun know how we manage to go through it.

All the way,while presenting and looking at the screen of my laptop,i kept thinking bout the german test and biomaterial test.so i actually babbled and babbled hoping hard that time will pass by soon so that i can run to my next destinantion.yup for german test.
And when she said okie,thanks for ur effort,i knew it was all over.Syukur alhamdulilah.
Thanks to all my friends who had help us,especially Jiayi,Ping Ping,Chee Seong and Sya

Without them, i dunno how we will do it :)

******

So im in such a happy mood today.
Clouds of gray,please don't come back.
Everything went fine and goes as plan.
Im so gonna wait for the weekends!

:)))

i can't be bothered anymore

2009-08-05T02:01:00.004+08:00

The first day of the week

starts off way badly.
I've had a hell of a week.
im already on the verge of giving up and breaking down.
I dunno where i got that little courage from today.
Today's just not the day for me.
Been sleeping so late,rushing in doing things.
School isnt fun like how it used to be.
Everyday i kept thinking bout what's happening now..and the only one i can gladly turn to is Idah..

it's sickening and im washing my hands out of it.
im sick of having to hear you say the same old thing again only to find that you will make the same mistake again.
like yeah,who cares what im feeling right?
why is all this happening aniway..urghh

***

Here's to all the bad things happening now,to all the sickening problems,to all the bad days
SCREW THEM!

One word: Watever (lahh).
-_-

sekolah sungguh boring

2009-07-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

And i really had my fair share of ups and downs this very week.

Schools suck if you really wanna know.
I had to redo my whole graph today.how "awesome" can that be?urrgh.
But the best part was?
I had the chance to hang out with all my friends.So yay for that.

Wednesday,watched Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince with Ain,Xifang & Kim Kiat( just made friends with him.lol).

They were seriously fun to hang out with,starting with Xi Fang who keeps giggling,Ain who was a great help in telling me what really happen in the movie(cuz yeah,i diden really follow up on the story,so it got me confused somewhere along,haahaa)

and Kim Kiat whom i dun really know that well,but he's nice.lol.Ohh,and Dah who waited for me patiently at the mrt platform.
All in all the movie was ok ok lar,too many dialogues,not much actions.I especially like the part where Ron got all lovey dovey under the love spells and that caused Hermione to be jealous.Cute.Some parts were hilarious and i love the visual effects.

And Sunday,celebrated Sya's and Kelvin's birthday plus Dennis's belated birthday.
Had an awesome time with the cliques at Seoul Garden.

Ate to my heart's content when im there,cuz i cant bear to waste the delicious food away.
After that,i rushed home like mad..haha
Thank God my parents diden say anything.

Finally,Saturday spent the whole day with the H2 peeps for the biathlon thingy.

JJ drove Idah,me & Taufiq to sch,and on the way bought some breakfast at AMK.
Though it was tiring,i was laughing the whole time i was with them.
We were assigned as the road marshals,so the first half hour or so,i partner with Yan ling and next hour was with JJ..
Seriously,i think i was more tired than the runners lar.haha.But the lunch that awaited us was simply mouth-watering,there were just too many food to choose from.

I don't think i wanna write about the "downs" part.
Really,it's sad to think back again.
im just glad i had my happy days.
syukur alhamdulilah.
:)

just floating away aimlessly

2009-07-13T21:12:00.004+08:00

After days of not blogging,here i am again.
Alot of things occur during this few weeks.
Exams,home-based learning,study break..
everything regarding schools,u name it.
i can put that all behind me now.

Now came the tedious wait,the results..but whatever it is,
i've done my best and it all thats matter.

So the new week starts today.
Not the best way to start today i shall say,i dunno,i hate monday..
What's more having to face something u dislike..urggh.
I wish i was extraodinary smart..like really really smart.haha
This week gonna be a hectic one,i can guarantee u that.
So many plans awaiting...that will DEFINITELY tire myself out..

Aniway,this is just random.
Have u ever had a dream,well a good one,not the one which scares u,
and u find u wasn't alone in ur dream,there's another person,or maybe a few ones u know..u can recognise most of the faces there,but there will always be someone which appear blurry to u,like as if u could not see his/her face..and then u wake up..u wonders who the hell is the blurry face ?
I get that alot,it's so frustating cuz u cant remember but most of the time it's just a dreamless night for me.nahh,im just curious..that's all.

ohh, and i ♥ this.

Absolute Boyfriend that's showing on Ch U is so gonna be my next addiction.

Hahas.Till then.

moodless

2009-07-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

saya
tired
jugak..

Revenge of the fallen

2009-06-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

So i guess everyone knows now that sch was extended for

another 1 more week due to the H1N1 case.

And just now at around 8 plus,i got to know from the news on Suria that there's this Year one student from Nanyang Poly who had caught the disease..
Now i knew why sch was extended,but still,there's still the home based elearning that we must do,u must think it must be fun what's with the holidays extended and postponing the common test but nahh i don't think so,i think it's rather troublesome.But nonetheless,thank God i have a lot more time to spare now.
Have to check my email frequently starting from tomorrow i guess.

Anyway went to catch Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen with Diana today.

Weee.. it think..

it was...worth my time and money!Ahahhha.
It was so long,2 hr 30 min that i got tired from seating down and almost slept at the end of the show,but i fight the urge to sleep coz wouldnt it be a watse if the screen was watching me instead of me watching it. Really enjoyed the movie,it was great i guess

HERE's
My favourite Robots:

The twins(The way the fought so cute,hahas)

& not forgetting the cute&faithful Bumblebee

The hot actress and actor;

The oh-my-look-at-that cars

And Us;

Okie,that's enough of fun today.till then. :)

good things do happen

2009-06-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

I've tried so hard to believe what comes out of your mouth. But every time I turn around, There's still a lot of doubt. They think they know the truth, But do they really know you? Am I the only one who can see right through this mask you've chosen to hide behind? You think I would have walked away by now. And believe me the thought has crossed my mind before.

But who would that leave you with?

~~~

It's been forever and a day.
Spent all my time in sch today with the H2 peeps and ain.
Yeahh,ain went to my sch today! Hee,thanks for cuming :)
Really,it was so frustating cuz i got so distracted just now that i almost give up on studying..and then i thought maybe i should take a walk.
For the first time in my entire school life,i walk alone like no other people's business,purposely taking longer routes than the usual to entertain myself.
When I look at my sis and the H2 peeps so stress,i got stress too.haahaa.
I cant study outside,i mean, it really depends on my mood.
Sometimes i can get focused but most of the

time i just spend my time daydreaming.
And just now,while talking to Ain,i suddenly miss the past times..the conversation got from one topic to another from during the secondary days to primary sch days to teachers and finally to about friends..

How i wish we can turn back time..

Good things are worth waiting,no matter how long that takes..
Heee,i learnt that from today incident.lol
&
Tomorrow gonna be the start of a new day.
Let's hope it went well like today

:)

lovestory

2009-06-19T23:09:00.001+08:00

ahn nyeong ha se yo

.Heehe,it means hello in Korean:)

.

credit to deviantart.com

Like finally i've finish watching BOF!!!!!
ohmmyyy,someone slap me please..
all i could think of is the drama,drama and drama.
As much as i wanted to stop talking bout it,i cant.
Sadly yeahh,that's how much it leaves an impact on me.
I think my 2 sis were fed up since all i can talk of is the drama.
It's been so long since i watch Korean Drama and i think it's the most sweetest love story ever.
JunPyo & Jandi,they make the perfect couple.
ahhh,Im so gonna miss watching it.
.
Aniway,my holiday or should i say my study break,yeahh that should be the right word, started well and fine.
But here's the fact,i've been slacking way too much,heh.
I know i should be starting on my revisions by now,well maybe i should.
And this week i had time to spare with my loved ones,shopping with sis,

hanging out with the girls..
Headed to Harbourfront's Pizzahut with the 4 gals and ate pizza.
We ordered two pizza and the thin crust one actually tasted like keropok,hahhha,nice.
After that it was just a walk through vivo and then head off to Singapore Art Museum wif Ain.
Creepy but nice surrouding when she showed me this church along Bugis.
So yeahh,short day it is.
.
Looks like i have to spend more time on school work now.

Holidays here

2009-06-15T14:27:00.007+08:00

School's out.Holiday's in.

.
Oohh-yeahh.

And so what if the last week of sch wasn't that great..
all i want to do now is to take one step at a time.

Had a great splendid weekend
and was busy with my cousin's wedding
But all in all i had fun.

And it was funny to see my friends there..like how was i suppose to know that my friend's mum actually know my mum..yeahh let's see i saw Firah,Jasshima came too with her mum and hmmm..i saw Faizal playing the kompang.LOL
Sucha coincidence.

Then my cousins and i were just sitting down and chatting around cuz there's no work to do since there's the kendarat guys to do them..

Even though it was just sitting we soon got tired,so we head for upstairs.
Watched "Jangan Tegur"..i swear it's not scary at all with the music playing downstairs..
i almost fall asleep out of exhaustation.haha.

And ohh..here's my newest addiction.
Boys Over Flower,the Korean Drama.

Ohmy..it has a great storyline..some parts were so touch and sad and others were funny.
The actress and actors are good looking some more
Cant wait for the ending.
So imma just gonna be patience and watch part by part till the last.
hee,happy happy me
:)

that sweetness of freedom

2009-06-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

Ahhh,like finally,my day off!! :)
But of course,there's still aalot more things that are needed to be done.
H-A-H

So yesterday during night class,ehh no,i mean before night class start,since there was a long break,the 3 of us,me,aida & sya had our so-called-dinner at pizza hut...my God..dining with them was so kecoh..hahaa.
They made me laugh non-stop,luckily no one chokes.
And yeah,spent quite a long time there..and then we just can't resist the temptation of going inside shops selling those beautiifully colourful,flowerly dress,so we went in,just looking around..and u know with the GSS going on..there's just...SALE! SALE! SALE! everywhere!!!
Really,your eyes can just roll 360 degress around looking at the price tags,cuz things were selling cheap unbeliveably.And the fact that they were just good to look at.

After that,we just had to go back to school for Bioelectronics lab.As usual,class ended late,around 10..By now,i had already gotten used to coming home late every tuesday.

Ohh,someone by the name of Daniel called my little sis today.
And it so happen that the person who picks up the phone was my mum..
HAAHAA..pity that boy,kena interview long long by mama.
And my mum was asking him so many qns,i just had to smile looking at mama when the conversation took place.
so,i got to know that he was searching for my sis because he wanted her to counsel him on some things..problems i think.
LOL..i practically laugh when i heard this,,since when lar my lil sis become part time counsellor?
and then my mum ask my lil sis what's the problem,masalah cinta?(love problem?),Here's how she reponded,she just rolled her eyes!!

Again,make me laugh.

Maybe the next time i had problem..i know where to go to.
Haahaa,kids nowaday can be so cute.

Ohh..this video really cracks me up..

Never failed to make me laugh whenever i watched this..I wonder how they do it.

And the tune's catchy too! :P

Okie,now im craving for a chocolate bar.Sheesh betol.

lalaland

2009-05-31T12:48:00.002+08:00

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet lead her up the stairwell

~~~

Heyya.

Listening to Taylor Swift's White Horse now..I've been listeening to her since my sis introduce her song, You belong with me..i think she's just so beautifully talented.

And,

my life's been more busier than before,crazier i think,yeahs,that should describe it.

But nonetheless,this week went fine.

Yeahh..the usual stuffs,projects,assignments and tests..that's what i was up to the whole one week.

I just dunno where i got the idea poly=slack.

Aniwae,aniwaes,like finally yesterday i had time to ease my mind.

Went out with Dah..like only the two of us,no parents,no small sis,no friends that tag along,just the two of us..LOL.

Shopped for scarfts.

And then,Dah said she's hungry so,we ate wanton noodle at this coffeeshop.

Something happen while im ordering the food,sheesh,i like had to smile all the way i was there queing up.Haahaa.

After that we just stroll there,stopping by any shops that might interest us.

And we went inside the supermarket too,ohmy,so many yummy-licious food/snack stack up nicely on the shelve..and the two of us was in the eh-i-want-this-no-i-want-that mood.

In the end,we bought some snacks and around 5 plus took the bus to go home.

Hahh,kie,that's enough i guess :)

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,

give it a thousand reasons to smile.

Nobody but you

2009-05-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

Im sick of doing the same old things again and again.
&
im just plain F-E-D-U-P.
You get tired easily,bored,and just bored again if u keep doing the same things over and over,won't you?
.
enough said,im so unmotivated nowadays.
School just isn't fun anymore to me like how it used to be.
.

~~~
.
You know,i always think there's no perfect person in this world.
Like they too have the good side and the bad side of them.
Well,we are human beings.
And i do feel that way sometime,honestly.
Im not perfect,i too make mistake..so please don't judge.
i hate this feeling.
i hate stereotypes..
Just because of one people,everyone thinks the rest is the same.
Comeon,not all people are like that..
sheesh.
.
Alright,moving on.
.
I found this while bloghopping.
Hahha,so cute.

I want noboby,nobody but YOU.hahhaa

I miss doing the things i used to back then,like for instance, watching korean drama,one episode after another without stopping even though it's like way past midnight...hahaa,i wonder when i can do that again ..now that all i can think of is school,school,school.

And more of school.

you can never wrong this right

2009-05-16T20:36:00.004+08:00

So it's the weekend again.

And today was the day i was being so silly.

Yeapss..Wanna know what happen?

I accidentally iron my FINGERS instead of my clothes.

Like so silly kan?

And of course,it was awfully hurting and i was like shouting like a mad girl.

I quickly suck my finger,thinking blood will come out(again,silly me)

But duhh,of course there's no blood but a big red bruise instead.

So i put colgate..after dat the feeling was..ahh,cooling!HAAHAA

And nowadays,things was going okie for me in some days,and for someday,things simply wasn't going right.

Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.. You feel the way you do just because--you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait…

I really don't want to get moody anymore,really,that's not even me.

But things left me with no choice and sometimes i can just go quiet without even talking to no one.

I dunno, i just feel it isn't right.

I reallly hope for better days.

Better days,please come fast,

i really can't bear it anymore.

LOVE,that 4 letter word...

2009-05-13T21:20:00.003+08:00

It was the end of something simple and the beginning of something else

Hello people.
Today was fine i guess.I had to come down for sch even though i had no class today for the CCA thingy.

And it went well,the icebreakers,the game,the new friends and the food...oohh-la-la.Nice!HAAHAA.Other than that,everything was okie.
& My heart nearly dropped.Why?All because i thought i had left my hp at home in a hurry.Goodness me,all the way inside the train i was so worried on how to meet Idah since she was oreadi at sch since morning.But at last,i felt a vibration inside my bag and it turned out i had my hp all along.Oh my,i dunno what's up with me lar..

And nite class yesterday was ok.Abit confusing with all the wires.My mind was tangled up just like the wires.Really..Me and Aida was like having this blank look as we figured out the circuit..haha..but Alhamdulilah finally with the help of my lecturer,we managed to finish it.

I was having this lil conversation with Idahh..

About how everyone have their own problem.Really,even the happiest looking person will have their bad days.And nowadys,it's all about the matter of hearts.nyehaha.

How weird.

-___-

HMD :D weee*

2009-05-10T23:49:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

Today was like totally fun.
Yeaps,love it to bits.

Celebrated Mother's Day at my grandma's.
And as usual lahh..so kecohh..and loud.
Feels like as if the whole roof could come down.
Okie maybe notlar..but that's how i felt just now.Haahaa

And just as i woke up from bed..wished my mum Happy Mother's Day,
hugged her tightly and kissed her on her cheeks.

Weee..love her to the max.. ♥
i can really talk to her about anything and she will listen and advised.Heh

Ohwell,it's past midnight now.
a n d i g o t....

Schooling tmr at 9!
Sheesshhh.

just the way it is

2009-05-08T23:30:00.003+08:00

im feeling fancy free
just like the summer breeze.

HAAHAA. yea rite
i wish i was that free.
Been so busy all week.
so im just gonna summarise all the things that happened this past few days:D

1. School's taking up most of my time now(sungguh tak best)
2. Monday was the best day ever :) :) :)
3. Got upset over somethings which ended up in me not in talking terms,but syukur alhamdulilah,everything's fine now.
4. After what happened,i now believe even more in fate.*winks*
5. Get to watch my fave drama on TV during the no-school-day.weee
6. Getting blur and more blurer on some of the module..totally o.0
7. Falling asleep in class..luckily no one saw the way i was suddenly awoke(except for the one sitting beside me who was obviously laughing,haha) How embarassing!
8. I just realised my neighbour(whom i rarely saw) was...uhmm,not bad-loooking? when he walked pass our house the other day.omg....hahaa.
9. Facebook rawks! so addicted to the games there..but manage to play once in a while only.
10. and on top of all this,i just miss how the way it used to be back then...

it's a FINE day... :D

2009-05-03T07:40:00.007+08:00

Sometimes..what you planned might not be what you expected.

It may totally took you by surprise

and the result...

it might excite you or

the other way round.

Heh.So met up with the girls at

Atikah's new lovely house.

We were really running out of time and me and Dah was rushing here and there.

I think i really need carefully planning lahh so that things will always turn out right.

Hahaa.sometimes i can be so muddleheaded,i actually forget to bring my money.

So Dah to the rescue!Yay,thankiu.

LOL.

Met Ain at Mac before the three of us actually walked to Atikah's house.

Yeapp..walked! Thank goodness it was not so far..quite near i think.
And then..FINALLY..we arrive.

Abit akward went we went in,cuz i don't know most of the people there except for Atikah's family.

Nice food awaits us..and then we settle down and ate.

Before heading back,we took a few shots okie maybe you won't call them a few shots.Haha

And..yaAllah..Atikah's little cousin,Nabila made the four of us laugh so hard.

The way she hold the camera and snap pictures of us were so cute and funny,she actually pressed the snap button so fast,it was like in just a mere seconds.Click! Just like that.

And you know how it is,must get ready lar,pose nice2 lar..smile lar..this lar,that lar - all that takes time..and then Nabila just press Click.

So candid picture it is.

Like i said,small kids are so adorable kan?heh

And why is it when i want time to go so slow,it actually went right pass me just like that,like i didn't even notice it..

But when i want time to pass quickly,it went so so slow?

There's like still my half -way -done- homework waiting for me.

Argghh.So many things,so little time.

Guess i've got to get it done now.

imimaginingthings

2009-05-01T20:01:00.004+08:00

Mummified fingers?Hahhaa..idah..idah.*shakes head*

So while my sis got her fingers pricked,i got to xray things during yesterday's practical.

Yeaps..THINGS.Not human body.

It was really fun to got to try onn the x-ray machine.

Everyone looks so energetic during lab and to see the image appear on the film was so cool.One word:Awe-some.

And this week was just like any other week.

School's out..weeekend's in.

i really need a break.

And this is just random.

Have you ever feel so angry or disappointed at someone..only to realise that you will soon feel guitly of your own conscience at the end of the day?

Or maybe not.Maybe you feel he/she is not someone you used to know way back?

You think that maybe he/she did something something because he/she had their own reasons?

Argghh..forget it..i cant really think straight and write it out here.

Like i said,it's just random...some things are better left unsaid.

2009-04-29T00:13:00.004+08:00

Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does.

The big moments are gonna come, you can't help that..

but here's the thing,you just need to make the right decision..

you know,i used to think the older u got,the more complicated,things gonna be.

i guess that's true for me.

But life has to goes on isnt it?

Well,well,well

listening to Nobody's Perfect By Miley Cyrus now..and it's freaking 12.34am now.

"Everybody makes mistakes.Everybody has those days.Everybody knows what im talkin' bout.Everybody gets that way."

Nyehahaaa..yeap Nobody's Perfect..not really a big fan of Miley though.hah

And now,let's talk bout my day.

Night class was way unexpected,turned out to be fun! Class was released early.So Yay.Maybe it's just today,whoo knows bout next week.Doing the circuit thingy was confusing enough though but thank God our lecturer help us.But whatever it is,im pleased that my day went well.Syukur Alhamdulilah..and i laughed alort today thanks to them.haha.Other than that,it's a good thing that i diden feel sleepy just now.

But i still have to come sch tml even though there's no class..All because of that German talk.

Haiyo..wish i diden have to come for it uhh.it's my day off tmr!haha.

Sometimes school can be so so boring.

But for once let's try to be optimistic.

I must stop being a pessimist.hahaa

Alrighty,it's way past my bedtime.Gotta go now.

you have no idea how hard it is for me,you don't

2009-04-27T18:20:00.003+08:00

So 1 week have past by just like that..
ohwell,school was fine?

.
Ahhh..nahhh,nothing of that sort.
Infact i've been so bloody busy and stress up..and it's only the first few weeks of sch.
Projects,assignments,reports...all are gushing in towards me at one go.
Gosh..and when i got back from school i will be feeling so drop dead tired that i would quickly turn in for the night as soon as i finish performing my prayers.
And that's how my weekdays are like now.
No more fun,not much relaxing like how it used to be way back in Year 1.
The only time i can fully relax my mind is weekends.

The modules are so tough..don't even think bout it...hopefully i can do it uhh.
Night class on Tuesday was definitely ohh-not-fun.
Totally! Argghh...Had bioeletronics and we were released at 10 pm when it was supposedly to be 930pm.
iwassomad!
Wednesday no school..so yay for me.
Thursday was okielar..and German on friday was funny.
I got a Malay teacher for German..haha,and i was so not prepared for german..
Oh come on..with that long break...obviously i have forgotten everything bout german language.
And whenever he ask me qns,i would be like ermmm...idk.haha..
But nonetheless,German lesson was fun..with the bme peeps.
Maths..don't ask lar..getting difficult!
And i skipped yesterday class,my parents were displeased as a result.
Wish i could go for it but i cant.
Well the only thing im looking forward now is friday lar..holiday mahh..heh.
.
im so torn between choices.
Should i choose A,B or C?
oh shucks..im so confused...
.
and ohh was you-tubing and i found this.
love this version.. (:

Till then.

Who says you're only young once?

2009-04-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

Had a super great time today with my aunts and cousins.

Watched 17 Again..the one starring Zac Efron? Yeah,dat one.haha

Such a great movie and funny too..And woohoo Zac with his boyish face looks so good on the big screen.lol.And i absolutely love the ending.

After dat we headed to my aunt's house before waiting for night class to start.

Only around 9 something did i finally reach home.

Goshh,im tired to the max now.

And,and and...

SCHOOLING TMR!!

Im EXCITED(cuz it's first day of sch)

Im HAPPY(cuz can see my friends after so long)

Im SAD(cuz first day of sch tmr,which means my holiday gonna end)

Im NERVOUS(cuz i dunno how sch's gonna turned out tmr)

Im TIRED(cuz i feel so lazy)

Im CURIOUS( to know how it is getting used to hearing lectures and doing tutorials after so long)

So many emotions at one go?

Hahhaa..alrighty,just a short post..till then

Tu aper?Meadow ehh..ohmyGod!

2009-04-17T11:51:00.004+08:00

So yesterday went out with the 2 ladies above.To where,u asked?

Oh..where else,NYP ler.

To buy the school books..and when we got to the bookshop,there's a big sign welcoming us.

Turns out that it was at TFA Function Room.

So we queued up and all.I swear when i looked at the modules,i've no idea what's in for us next mon and i only know some familiar module like Maths and Biomaterial..And that's all.

Whatever lahh,i'll worry bout it when that time comes.

We sempat go shopping at AMK..

And ouh,i think my brain's got a glitch or something yesterday.

When got back home,first thing we did was to get into a tiff.

This is ridiculuos.

It wasn't the normal argument,this was debating + talking non-stop+laughing hesterically+confusion+retarded face.

Go figure it out.

Even my parents had to come into the picture,end up they became the mediator.

Okay,so it was entirelly my fault..and all because of my brain.

There..i've said it.

Sorry.Haha

2009-04-14T13:58:00.005+08:00

What have i done?

Ohno ohno ohno,i want to forget about everything.Everything i've felt,everything i thought,everything i said.U know,just let go,forgive and forget,that's what they said.

'll try.

Yeahh,that's it.

Breathe in.breathe out.

And to make matter worst,this week the last week of my "freedom"!

Don't you think it's bad this week the last week i can enjoy? I do.

But then...part of me feels so eager for the new semester and the other part of me feels so reluctant.

Ironic,isnt it?

When you want something so badly,u wish it will happen so soon

but when you already got it,u wished u can turned back time.

Well,reality bites.

I hope Year 2 gonna be fun,i hope so lah,maybe...or maybe not.

We'll see what happens.

2009-04-10T11:18:00.002+08:00

It was becoming clear to me that I shouldn't bother getting too concern about some things.So i did what i feel like the best way,just let it happen and watch.Guess i shouldn't think too much about it.And this week totally caught me by surprise,got my timetable like finally.Diden really expect that,thought i would got it next week but yeah i looked already and my timetable looks kinda okie.

They change again my timetable sey,luckily i checked it,well not surprising lar,they change it once in awhile.And woohoo,no more 8 am classes for me! i hope the timetable stays that way,i cant risk another change in it.But i have night class that ended as late as 9.30 pm..Hmm..

So this week was a busy week.And the only thing i remembered dis week was hanging out at Ain's new lovely house,helping out my Dad and layan-ing the customers(I notice my dad keep smiling to his customer so i asked him randomly,Not tired uhh always smile? Hahha But he said isnt that good..Senyuman tu satu sedekah),doing the household chores,night class yesterday and entertaining myself by doing the quiz on fb which makes me grin sometimes with the stupid answers i got and which also got me thinking the next minute uhhmm,its just a quiz for goodness sake.Phew,okey that was long.haha.

Well thats me lar,even the smallest,tinyiest,littlest thing can make me happy.And here's another thing to add to my happy list,i finished the novel like finally.Happy ending that is!

Okie,i donno what else to write here.Let's just end it here:P

2009-04-05T17:10:00.007+08:00

Do you ever sit and think what if? What if you had never said the first hello, or what if your paths never crossed? What if you had just five more minutes. What if you could turn back time and make it all stand still. Where would you be? Better? Worse? Less confused? More confused? Happier? Or sadder?

.I knew one person who got up in the middle of night just to find it difficult to breathe.

And it all dawned to one thing.

Just what if..

Anyway,attended Ain's sister wedding today.I had difficulty searching through my closet for the clothes.LOL,well cant be blame i rarely wore traditional clothes,only for weddings or other grand functions.hee.Atikah drove us there and we nearly got lost.

But luckily we got to the right place in the end.So yeah,did what i usually would do in wedding function,found a seat and grabbed some food with Ain accompanying me.Shy arr,cuz i dont really went to a wedding function without the company of my parents.And,and, and, there were so many food to choose tau,all so delicious looking!

i tell ya,Ain's sister was so pretty lah can?I guess all bride will look pretty on their special day.Ate quickly and after a while there we made our way out.Congrats to Ain& family! :P

And i spend my Saturday at my Grandma's house.Celebrate my aunt,uncle and cousin's birthday.We had steamboat!As soon as i arrived,my little cousin all came up to me to say Hie and orl that.And guess what she called me n my sis? Kakak Glizz and Kakak Flipsy. -_- Ya Allah!..Hahha,of all names they had to call us that,my pet name?lol.Sungguh tak glam.

When i begged them not to call me that,one of my cousin,Ayu replied,"Awak Kak Ilah ke Kak Idah? Lain kali pakai name tag lar..susah lar..kite panggil awk Kakak Glizz ngan Kakak Flipsy kan senang?" Translation: U Kak Ilah or Kak Idah?Next time wear name-tag can?Difficult lar,i call u Kakak Glizz n Kakak Flipsy more easier?.I look at her and laugh instead.Hahha,small kids are so adorable when they talk.

Okie im done with everything;Till then (:

2009-04-03T12:45:00.005+08:00

Every time I pour out my emotions

I feel emptier inside...

Such sad song,yet at the same time beautiful.

I dunno why i kept listening to sad songs nowadays.

Hahha,fyi,sad song don't click with me.

And then my sis had to introduce it to me,so now,the song kept playing on repeat.

Nevermind that we seems to be drifting apart;

Nevermind that we are not talking much now;

Nevermind that ur miles away now;

Cuz the thing is now,i simply don't care.

Sheeshh,totally not in mood now

becuz of what happen.

But here's the good news.

Im finishing reading my novel,well soon lar.

Hee,hopefully it's gonna be a good ending.

I despise sad ending cuz,it's simply so....sad.

Damn it,Sad again huh?

Hahhaa

On a brighter note,this weekend gonna be family day.

surely got good food.Yay!

2009-03-30T17:14:00.005+08:00

;

and just like that,i survived my weekend.

im worried sake for it,u can say that way but yeah,it's all way behind me now.

Thank God.

And Marina Barrage on last fri was oh so fun!

I cant really bear to leave the place when we had to leave.

It was scorching hot,for goodness sake but oh my,the breathtaking

scenery simply took my breath away.

All along,i was so awed by the whole beautiful scenery,green everywhere,

the seawater and the sky blue with clouds passing by.

Niceeee i tell u.

And we waited for the sunset too.

OhmyGod..i really donno how to describe it,simply beautiful!

Then Saturday was my cousin's wedding.

It went well.

So couldnt went for the Sentosa outing.

And it was Earth Hour.

LOL..so much for my eagerness to participate.

I was bloghopping at that time and the writer mention bout Earth Hour.

Me:Eh,Earth Hour lar..Cepat2,tutup lampu ah.

(Eh,Earth Hour lar,quickly switch off the lights ah.)

Sis:Giler kape?Skrg dah 12.30 malam,dabis dah,org start awal2 lar..8.30 tadi!

(Crazy izzit?Now it's 12.30 midnite,finish oreadi,it started at 8.30 just now!)

And then my lil sis had to say this to my sis,

Fatin:Kak,nnt sumer gelap-gelita kat jalan raye?Abih camner?

(Sis,later all dark at the roads?Then how?)

Sis:Takla,alamak! Takkan jalan raye pon gelap,company2 jer yang tutup lampu.

(Nolah,alamak! The road cannot be dark one,only company-company will switch off lights).

Dang!Me and my gunduness.lol.

I think me and Fatin is driving my sis to nuts.

Aniway..i had my fair share of funness last week.

I couldnt ask for more.

Counting down the days till sch start,yay.

2009-03-27T07:13:00.004+08:00

OhmyGod,im up so freaking early.
But if i went back to sleep,i scared i cant even wake up.
Even with the alarm on my hp,it wont worked for me cuz i had this habit of hitting the snooze button.And when it finally irritates me,i soon got up in less than a min.heh

So,for precaution sake,i decided to stay put in front of the laptop.
Well,not my fault uhh,the temptation is too much for me to resist, my
laptop is callling me to open it up.HAHA,crap.

And today,of all days,i decided to try something new.
I went to Yahoo,randomly type a word and click the Search button.
And,voila!
Look what i found.

LINK: http://www.bored.com/drawthings/

Hahhaa.

Am i emotionally confused?

LOL.

Anyway yeah,u can choose to draw or write but i cant draw that well on cyber so i chose to write instead..and ohmy,look at my "lovely" handwriting,haha.yeahh what can i say,

i admit it,im bored.

And people,please bear in mind that this is just for entertainment purpose.

Okie,im done

2009-03-25T20:39:00.008+08:00

So far,this week had been good for me.
It's more than what i expected and im grateful.

I got to meet up with friends and my parents allowed me

to go out even though it's like almost on alternate days i'll be at outside,lol.
I think i better enjoy this short freedom before school officially start.
Weeee..i seriously cant wait for school lar!

Anyway,met up with my childhood buddy for lunch today.
It was kinda a short day for us.

After finish eating,we soon head to a nearby park and
chit-chat there and she showed me this funny video about a group of Korean ppl who wanted to try whether the "laughing gas" was really effective.
By the time we got to the park,it was getting darker,(i meant the sky) and there were leaves flying everywhere around us,it got so windy!
But i was glued to the video,cuz it was so funny and i was so reluctant to leave..lol

And when we heard the thunder,we knew we had to leave fast,but in the
end we ended up walking in the rain.
Hahha,Sorry Jasshima!
Obviously,we were drenched in the rain cuz i wasnt
carrying any umbrella with me

And of all days and timing,i had to bump into Ariff,my pri sch fren
and his friend near my block there.
LOL,my tudung and clothes were so wet lar at that time.So malu.
Talked for awhile,cuz it's been so long since i met him and then we parted our ways.

So,when im not at outside with friends,i'll be either helping out my parents,or busy watching TV shows/drama,whatever u call it.

And,talking about TV shows,i've been staying up late every Wed just so that i can watch "Dexter" on TV.

It's a series show about this serial killer by night who's actually a police officer in the daytime.
Wooweee,it's kinda gruesome with blood everywhere and of course,definitely my type of TV shows..so violent,but yeahh,it soon got me addicted and i like had to stay tuned to it in order to find out more.Hee.(:

So yeahh,that's how my day went.
Im done with blogging so now im gonna wait
till 11 for "Dexter".
Yay(:

2009-03-23T19:11:00.010+08:00

The best feelings are those that have

no words to describe them.

And that's exactly how it is,there's no words to describe

how happy i am to meet up with my friends and besties.

Syukur Alhamdulilah,i waited for so long.lol

So,today went to Jurong Point for lunch with aida,sya,taufiq,jumali n my sis of course.

it was fun to hang out with them after so long! especially the time at McCafe.

Start lar all the stories..from school and outings to ghost story.

LOL

I don't even know how the topic pop up suddenly.

And then,we walk around and just talk and talk.
It was kinda a short day but yeahh,im glad we can make time to meet up.

Thanks u all!

Ooopsie,not ready uhh.

Kie,we're ready,but alamak idah looking at where sey?

Yeahh,dats more like it!

OMG..look at our eyes! hahhha.credits to Aida(:

Sasya,Aida..Let's show off our cards nak?lol

Wif gorgeous Aida.

We're trying to make a star here.N..ohh,all of us are wearing rings!

"Coincidentally" jer..got two extras

Hahhaa,Jumali and Taufiq.lol

The stickers that we pasted behind our ezlinks.Cheeaap..n nice.

.......................................

And yesterday met up with atikah and ain.

Hees..ohmygod!
Finally i can meet them! lol

So,time to catch up with each other on our lives...

ATIKAH: My laughing partner

And Atikah made me laugh so many time at the library

when we ought to shut our mouth.lol

That girl huh.

And ohh,i met Lena,Rahmat&Harith,Baizura&Yazid,Sis's Junior:Nasirah

Heee,all at different places and different timing.

Ain had to study,so diden really disturb her..

Nevamind,meeting them was oreadi enough for me,next time,

let's have proper outings with shariffa along. (:

Heee,okie im done.Had a great time with a bunch of great peeps.

2009-03-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

Yippee!
Had a super duper great time today.
Thanks for making all this possible.
And
Gosh.im so damn tired to update anything now.
Will update soon yeah.
:)

2009-03-17T20:30:00.004+08:00

How much more can i take it?
How much more will it go on?

it's so heartache to think.

I dunno if i have the patience anymore.

i need some peace.

......................................

2009-03-17T08:17:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG OMG
Oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RESULTS FREAKING

OUT!

Happiness is in the air.
Ohkay,no need to get dramatic.haha.
Yeah,17March was the BIG day.
I practically couldnt sleep the whole night of yesteday.
Tossed to the left,tossed to the right,still cant sleep.
But yeahhh,i passed!
Woohoo.Congrats to everyone that had passed/achieve their goals ya!
I pratically shouted,Sis still sleeping(like not big deal to her like that sey,ahah).
And my results were so unexpected.Alhamdulilah yaAllah.
Honestly speaking,i hate this semester so so much that sometimes i feel like giving up.
But,whatever,it's the effort that counts.
Gonna miss my Year 1.

Damn it,i must blanja my kakak sey.me n my big mouth!

haiz

Ohmy,i forget,must do the household chores too!

But on second thoughts,i think i wanna go back to sleep.haha

2009-03-15T16:52:00.003+08:00

It’s not that I don't believe everything happens for a reason.
For some reasons,i do believe in that.
It’s just that I think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic.
There has to be a few holes in the road, because that’s just how life is.
BECAUSE, life's like that.

And i can honestly say that i love this week so so much.
So many good things had happen and i knew it wouldnt be possible without the blessing from God.Alhamdulilah.
What i asked for,came true.
Cuz it seem so impossible for me.

And the waiting..i guess it will soon be over.
But im so so scared.
It's nearing...
Like real soon.
But yeah,i leave it all to fate(:

Okie,i've been indulging myself in all those sweets thing,delicious,finger-licking food that will surely want u to ask for more.
Goshh,i wanna lose weight and skip more.hehs
But yalar,i know we should all be bersyukur with what u had,well,no harm trying.lol

i know i love babbling bout random things.
And this kind's of random.
I love my parents
I love my twin and Fatin
I love my friends
I love my families,
and i love everything surrounding me!

Hahhaa.Okie,im done killing time.
Better getout from here and off the switch.
Bye lovelies.

2009-03-13T08:15:00.009+08:00

Went out with my retarded sis yesterday.

i was so the lazy to go out uhh,but yeah have to pay the bills and everything.

So whether i want or not,i still HAVE to go.

Urggh.

Ohh,i saw Chu Ping(i cant spelled her name) and her friend and we talked.

Turned out that she's got into NYP.

Oh yeahh,talking about it,i kinda miss school,but at the same time i don't want to start studying sooner than ever.

I wonder when i will get my results,it's so nerve-wrecking waiting for it.

Okie,enough said.

I'll worry bout that tomorrow or the next day or the day after or the day after the day after.

Yeahhh,u get it.im crapping stuffs here.

So just spend the day walking aimlessly with sis and goofing around.

Night class as usual was fun.

But i got a bit moody and i dunno wat's the problem is.

I drank a cup of coffee yesterday nite,knowing fully well it'll cause me insomnia.

And goodness me,i slept at 1 am plus yesterday.

But i spend more time gazing up the ceiling than i should have.

So i told my sis,"Kak,takleh tido uhh!"(Sis,i can't sleep uhh!)

All she replied me was,"Asal?Tidolah!!!(Why?,Sleeplah!!!!)

Alamak,that sis of mine ehh.lol

You know,when i was a kid,whenever i cant sleep,i used to think there will be a monster lurking from behind the door and it wanted me,it got me so scared,i eventually force myself to sleep closing my eyes tightly.lol

And,woohoo,got the approval oreadi from moe.

But im like having two thoughts about it.oh shucks.

Last but not least,let me introduce my little small cousins.

And look at her cute little conversation.

Translation: Help me eh,refrigerator is what?And how much?

Translation: ShaSha ask me to buy refrigerator then i go walk

and find but dont have then how?

Um.............................

Can u give me a favour can u

find for me then u tell me where is it ok thank u.

MY REACTION:

1.I read the message she send me

2.I shakes my head.

3.I LAUGH.haha,cute rite she?

Look how badly she wanted to buy the refrigerator for my other little small cousins.

AWWWWW.

2009-03-08T20:11:00.003+08:00

Hello loves.
im feeling randomly happy today.
nyehahah.okie,like i said that's random.strike that.

Well,so far my holiday are good,alhamdulilah,i wouldn't ask for more.

Today,just accompanied my parents to a wedding reception and coincidentally saw Nasri there.haha.Well,i was reluctant at first to follow,but yeah,the food should be nice kan.so i tag along.lol
Aniwae,watched "My Super Ex-Girlfriend" yesterday on tv.
And that's how i spent my saturday nite,apart from layan-ing my two small cousins.
heh.For about an hour or so,im glued to the tv set,not budging from my seat.That movie was damn hilarious luh.
Hmm..what if i got superpowers?
Woo..questions,questions.If you asked me,i'd love to read people's mind.thats like so cool luh
I don't know.Sometimes it's hard to understand people.

Okie,so,i've been looking for jobs,and waiting for approval and calls but to no avail.
And yesterday,yesterday..hmm,just when i got a job offer,i had to let it go reluctantly.
I mean i understand why i got the disapproval from my parents,especially my dad.I know they don't want me to do
something that is agaisnt them.i perfectly understood that,but yeah,it's okie lah.
One day,things will be better.i know things happens for a reason and i believe in it.
There's no point worrying.

"Worrying never changes the outcome,it just makes the waiting worse.Isn't it
strange that when you're miserable you reallylet yourself wallow in it.But when
you're happy,you're so worried that you're going to end up miserable again,you
don't let yourself enjoy it.It should be the other way round."

Okie,got that from a book.n yeah,how true..(:

Ohya,i got myself a livejournal acc after seeing my sis having fun with it.
Hee,first was friendster,then multiply,next was tagged(but i deleted it cuz im lazy to layan some people),then it was facebook
and now lj.lol.i love trying out new things.who knows i might go to lj next.
lemme think.
okay,im off.

2009-03-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

So,it's been raining non-stop this past few days.
N nahh,im not complaining or what.

I love rainy days,it's so cooling and ahh,nice!
haha.

And i think im becoming so lifeless.
So dead and gone(lol,like that T.I song).
To occupy myself during this holiday,i feel likei should try something new.
You know,like uhmmm..doing something extra ordinary?
Haha.
YEAHH!

That's it.Maybe i should learn how to play an instrument?

Like a keyboard or something.
It's been long since i touched the clarinet.

My small sis knows how to play the keyboard and although sometime i always asked her to stop(cuz it's kinda irritating),it's actually nice.(:

Or,maybe sharpen my skills in cooking?Last week Idah cooked fried rice and fried kway teow for the whole family.And the first thing i said to her was,"Errrr...scared uhh to taste it!"..lol.
But yeah,it turned out nice,nyehahaha(:

Kak,dahleh kahwin dah,da pandai masak!haha
Ohmy why am i praising my two sis? That's so unlike me..but nahh,i love them.Thanks for always being there for me ,u two.

Okie ,i know this is like so random uhh.

But im beginning to like Hey Monday.
Awesome shit.
(:

I think i've tried so hard already.

Maybe it's time to stop,i'll just leave it to fate.

2009-03-04T15:47:00.004+08:00

I don't know,somehow or rather,i feel so at ease after having that long talk with my sis.
It's like so suddenly,so suddenly i saw the big picture.

I realised it now.

Now,after so long...
And i still feel so rotten about it,simply said,im being overwhelm by guilt.
It's hard to explain it,no one really knows what im going thru.
But,im glad Allah showed me to the right path.
The path whereby i finally knows,whose being true and whose not.
Whatever it is,i hope things will be like in the past.
And that's my wish for now.

2009-02-28T16:08:00.006+08:00

Hello yesterday, remember how it used to be?

Goodbye yesterday, I can't take you with me

You see I stayed just a little too long.

Now let's just move on.

--------------------

So,the day finally came.

BME BBQ!

Ahah.

We came,we talk,we play,we had fun!

The girls came to my house early for the cooking session.

Hahha,yah,u heard it right,cooking.lol

They were so cute lar..helping out with the dish.

And then arnd noon,the guys came to help carry all the BBQ stuffs.

Poonam's Dad drove us there,luckily got transport,or else idk how we gonna carry all those stuffs sey.lol

Yahh,cycled at there too,but i got tired so easily,there's always someone who waited for me.Ahaha,Thanks ya!

Orite,let's just let the pictures do the talking.(:

Thanks to those who came.

Thanks Mama & Ayah for ur understanding and help.

Thanks people for being so fun.

Last but not least,thanks for the enjoyable day.

2009-02-25T08:44:00.005+08:00

My sem exams is like finally over.
Alhamdulilah.

Blearrggh.No more books for now(:

Though i dunno how i fared in the test,what matters now is that it's over and i shouldn't look back.Just hoping for a miracle that it'll turned out okie.The results i mean.
oh wells,what's done is done.
And it's been so so long since i went on hiatus.
But nah,i wasnt really hiatus-ing,in fact i had time to check on facebook.lol

Holidays.
Those 8 letters long that i've been longing for.
Well,it's here.
And im sure it will be a long one for me.

Yah,u know what i did during the study break?
Hahha,i watched A walk to remember.For goodness sake.
Like aper sey,i should be studying.Precisely,right! i've told that in my mind umpteenth time but i guess i couldn't register that in my head,i log on to youtbe instead.
OhmyGod,that gotta be the most loveliest love story i love to watch(apart from Twilight,heh).Dunno how many times i've watched it.
i think i wanna watch it again.ya,again.

Aniwae,im missing so many people now.
I just dun know what's the problem is.
Really.

oh damn it,i hate the long distance.
it's troubling me so much.
and i can't stop thinking about it.

2009-01-30T22:12:00.009+08:00

Cant forget to breathe slow ,count from one to ten

With my eyes closed

***

Okie..so here's the thing.

I've been so busy busy that i diden even have the time to update this blog.

Aniway..last wed,went to Matthew's house to celebrate CNY.

And ohmy,his house is so big..it's a terrace i think..

His parents were really kind n friendly..they ordered so many food just for us.
Really had fun..except the part when we were playing the cards..

they bullied me alort!

lol.

And,of course the fortune cookies!

Made all of us feel so excited and jumpy..haha.

Cool to actually read off ur fortune from the tiny piece of paper..and the best part was ?

i had fun breaking the cookie into two.

So yup.

After that..it was back to school business.

And really uh,i cant wait for Semester 2 to end.

Next week,i'll be bombarded with exams everyday..oh shucks!

school made my life so stressful.

haisssh.

And today,i was at sch from 12 till 7pm.

Just five words to summarise my day

T-I-R-E-D.

ahaha,nothing but the truth.

The only thing that is cheering me up now is Glizz.

Oh yea,that's my pet's name.lol

Uh-oh.

I think im hooked to facebook.

I so love FB.

haha.

2009-01-24T16:25:00.010+08:00

Today is a winding road

.Tell me where to start and tell me

.something I dont know.

~Boys like Girls,Thunder

I heard "Thunder" on TV just now.

so random,i know.haha.it used to be my favorite back then..

Aniway.aniway.im so freaking bored now.

No doubt,i got lots of assingments

waiting forme,but nah..

im so not in the mood for that.hah.That can wait.

Oh yeah,dear Atikah

dropped by our house just now.

It's been a while since we last met.

And she brought cute Nabila with her.

OMG..that girl had grown so big..more cuter i would say but she's so shy.

Ya..caught up with each other and she's still like last time,neva failed to make me n Dah laugh.lol

And Atikah kan,dah pindah rumah taknak bilang orang!

She said it was meant to be a surprise for us..Hahhaa,banyaklah dier nye surprise.

She let the cat out of the bag just now.lol.

So now Atikah n Ain have moved house.

But i've yet to visit them.

I feel like moving house too sey!

Haha

2009-01-23T00:00:00.005+08:00

I can see the dark clouds

fading now...

well, at least for now i guess.

smiles(:

AND

Communication Skills presentation like FINALLY ended today.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.
im free from projects but the exams is like in a few weeks time.Nevermind, after that
will be the long break.
woohoo.

So comm skills was fun.
We sort of like had to present alone to the class.
I was a nervous-wreck okay.but after all,its only my friends and lecturer i'll be talking to and not some strangers or aliens from who-knows-which-planet.
Oh yea,talking about aliens right,Arun presented about "End of the World".
The moment he started his presentation all of us were like so engross to listen.
After all,it is about the end of the world, obviously that make each of us feel so freak out!
Hahhaa,congrats to him for scoring the top!(:
Aniway,all my friends had something interesting to present so yeah,i wasn't bored or anything.Cool.
.

So presentation ended early.
Decided to wait for Idah n the rest.
.
And this was what happened next.
All Jumali's fault!
Hahhaa.U know the train station got two sides right?One going towards Marina Bay,the other Jurong East?So he ask us to hide from Idah for a while on the opposit side.And then the mrt came,and we saw idah boarding so we quickly dash into the mrt but into the other cabin.So now me n idah was separated.LOL.So alighted at Khatib n went to the cabin idah was in.hahaa,that sis of mine,she walk never look behind one.
.
Aniway,had night class today.
Enjoyed it to bits.Yay-ness.
.

And im happy for Idah.
Let's hope he go to NYP too ok,dah?
grins*
.
Orite..im off to bed now.
:)

2009-01-18T12:21:00.002+08:00

im still alive. im still breathing. im still holding on.

im not giving up. im not upset. im not thinking negative.

im trying to make good choices. im trying to find my way. im trying not to give up hope.

.
And maybe somehow everything will be okay.

Truth to be told,im feeling so tired deep down inside.

im so physically drained out.
There’s so,ok no,TOO much things to be done.
Things that needed to be complete and not left untouch like it is.
Hopefully,hopefully things will go my way.

.
I've decided i need to be more spontaneous like stop thinking about things so much and just do them. Or else nothing that i want is ever gonna happen. Like today, there were so many things i wanted to do, that i should have done, but i wasted too long and missed my chance.

So tomorrow i'm gonna try much harder to just do the things that i want and not think about it (:

AND

.
Bleargghhh..i want a holiday so badly.

Someone knocked my head on the wall can?
Exams coming and all i can think of is holiday.
.
.
Great.Just great.

2009-01-11T17:18:00.006+08:00

Ohmy...had lotsa fun

yesterday.

.
Went to this Restaurant Saujana at Gelang Patah,Johor Bahru

with the whole family.
went by car n convoi there.

It was already around 5 plus went we took off,and then..

jjjaaaaammmm..jam!!!

Stucked at Tuas there.Bored i tell ya,2 hours for goodness sake!

I was so hungry and then finally,finally we arrived.

YAY-NESS!

So...apelagi?

Eat,eat and eat.lol
And Ya Allah..the scenery was soo damn nice and serene.

What'smore it's night already.

Cool.

.
After that,when everyone was full,we decided to go SHOPPING!
And i shop for chewing gums.hah

Stopped by at Kip Mart and Pandan City.

Diden expected to bump into Sharmine there.lol

Said hies to him.

And ya, the place was so packed with people.
By the time i arrived home it was closed to 2 am.

Bloody tired.

i felt like dropping to the floor the minute i opened the doorhouse.

Really, you know,drop down?kaboom.

Aites..i really had a lonnnnnggggg and fun day.

Thanks to my uncle and aunt for belanja-ing the whole family.

Alhamdulilah,when there's free food my stomach full.
.

Okie,okie.

Till then darlings.

Peace:)

2009-01-09T20:20:00.004+08:00

It's. friday.

.absolutely. loved.

Aniway,aniway,this week was a hectic week for me,me and me.

Yeah.

I was involved in the open house thingy.

Wasn't really interested at first to the point that i almost feel like backing out.

But my frens dun let me,hah.

Instead i decide to just go for it and woohoo,i had so much fun!

My job was like that similar to a tourguide,u noe,like showing the way and all that stuffs?

Yerp,dats right.

So me and Aida partner together and we had to lead this group of students fm Springfield Secondary.

N ohmy,their class was a havoc.

Majority of them are malays and only a few were chinese.

Hahhaa,both of us had a hard time controlling them.

But yea,as time passed,i got to know every single one of them.

They were a bunch of crazy peeps,funny too..haha.

So,bring them walk2 around.

Tired u noe,had to climb the stairs lah,walk lah,talk to them lah,n layan-ing every attitude of the girls and guys.

And then this one guy tried to be funny by calling me kak.

Haha ,i told them i only first year student sey,call me kakak summore.

and that was when i realised they were of the same age as me.

But yeah,i had no regrets,it was sooo fun.

Got to know new friends from other courses too.

And with some funny incidents happening along the way.

i dun want to mention here though.haha

And today,class as usual.

I was so damn tiring.

Feels like every part of my body almost came off.

Aches here and there.

tired.tired.tired.

okie..i think i hear my pillow calling.

I better go now uh...

2009-01-06T20:37:00.004+08:00

Right...just what i needed.

im down with cough..urgh.

Been coughing non-stop like an old lady..

Aniway...wanted to blog yesterday.

But then..i log onto facebook and what's next ?

Played pet's society till late night..ahahaa.

Haiyaaa...i swear,once i got my hands on that pet thingy i couldn't stop..and see lar,play play play until cannot do other things.lol

So last sunday was the best,just like i mention.

Went out to eat with the whole family.

And gosh,the food was so nice i tell ya.

I think we ate like piranhas sey.The plate went empty almost too soon.

Saw Hidayah too that night,we've been smsing ever since and so, such a surprised for us to see each other there.haha

After that took the cab to go back home.

And this was what happened inside the cab.

Dah didn't realised that the cabdriver was malay cause he look too chinese..

But u know me lah,so kepo..always want to look around,and i saw his name on one of the card in front,hence i already knew he was a malay taxidriver.

Then Dah goes...

Dah: Eh,awakk..tengok tu perempuan cina tu,sexy sey
pakai short gitu..haahaahaak (pointing outside the window)
Me: Uhhh...ya.. kie..shut up can?
Dah:Tengok uhh..eh eh..
Me:Leh diam tak?kiter penat ler!!!!!!

( Actually by this time i was hinting to her to just shut her mouth cuz the taxidriver obviously understand every single word she was saying)

But she so gundu,didn't even get the hint.hahaaa

only after at home,when i told her everything did she understood what happened.lol.my sister.

And today.

Sch was great i guess.

But i almost fall asleep during A&P..lol.

Other than that,the rest was fun.

Attended the nyp open house briefing today.

And..ohmy my ,so many ppl were inside that big theatre.

Open house this thur to sat.

Wonder how it gonna be like..

hmmmmmmmmmmm.

2009-01-02T00:20:00.004+08:00

I suppose everyone knows yesterday is the start of a new year.
A new beginning...
Fresh year.
Fresh hopes.
Fresh plans.
Fresh efforts.

Its just that a pity my day diden turned out well.
And i don't wish to elaborate on it.
I just can't blame anyone just yet,not now.
Just when i was feeling so down,someone conforted me,calling me up even though it was 1 in the morning.
Thanks awak(:

Anyway,on a happier note, Hello 2009!!!

Ohwells,time flies so fast.

2008 had been the bestest year i could ever asked for.
From the start of Jan,when O's ended,that was really the time of my life and all i did was enjoyed every single day with my loved ones.

And then went into M.I with a heavy heart,cause i diden want to go there during e 3 mths thingy but eventually i had fun there,met great friends during that short period.

Which,came the release of the O's next.

Alhamdulilah, and that lead to where i am now.
Poly had been so far so good but challenging all in all.

My new year resolution this year?

To get a good GPA..
To meet up often with the girls..
To be a good gal(heh)...
To always listen to my heart..
To be myself and change for the better

InsyaAllah..haha.

2008-12-28T14:13:00.003+08:00

The hour has just begun.

Assalamualaikum ppl(:

Well,well,well.

Let's see what i did yesterday.

Me,Dah n Fatin went over to Cik Ani's to play with my cousins.

We played UNO ATTACK!

lol.

I played Uno beforelar but not wif Uno Attack,so the game was a bit different from usual.

I kept losing the first and second time.

By the third time..i was getting the hang of it.

Yeahhh...it was so fun,i kept laughing looking at the behaviour of ShaSha,Wani,Hakim,Titi and even Cik Ani! She is one sporting aunt i had! heh.

And Cik Ani ordered pizza hut for us.

Double yeah!

Eat play eat play then i got tired.

Watched Another Cinderella Story on DVD soon after the game ended.

Around 630 we left and said goodbyes.

And tomorrow.

Haiyo...school starting!
I still cant believe im starting sch tmr...imma so reluctant cuz im like becoming so cozier at home.lol

Actually im not sure either uh whether there's sch..

So,gonna enjoy the last few hours till tommorow.

2008-12-26T22:03:00.008+08:00

Woohoo..love today!

Went shopping with mum and sis.
And bought myself some clothes...
Ayah was like "Nak merayap je ah?" (Going out only ah?)
Then with my expressionless face i told ayah,"A'ah,nak beli baju skola!" (i wanna buy my clothes for school)
And he shakes his head.
i smiled like an idiot.
hahaa..and the next thing i knew,Ayah gave me a few bucks to spend!
Huuuhuuu!
Ahahah.

Actually i was tired and i was having two thoughts on whether to go out.
Early morning i was oreadi up,then me,sis and Fatin decided to watch Wild Child online.
Wild Child was fun and had great storyline,overall enjoyable!
So after that i thought of watching TV or do some chores but i fall asleep in the living room.
My sis ended up doing all the chores,hahha.

So i guess my turn will be tomorrow.
Yeaps,i had a great day.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.

And,FACEBOOK!
Like omg,im slowly addicted to it day by day.
Acttually i was more attracted to the games uhh.
Really,once u start on the game,u can't get yourself to stop!
That's what happened to me.lol

Yesterday was really kind of unexpected.
But im just glad all matters were cleared.

N im not losing them.
:D

Web-cam and videocalling has never been this FUN!!!

Thanks.

2008-12-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was by far the most tiring day.

I was out from afternoon till night.

Had to vist the doctor first.

But im okay and all.

And then the thing i dreaded most had to happened.

My shoes snapped,i mean the strap suddenly came off,so i was struggling to walk.

It was kind of funny uh,and mum had to bought me a slipper.lol

Then head home,rest and i was out again.

Accompanied my mum to the hospital to pay a visit to my mum's friend.

Cik Idah and Cik Ju was there too,and it was kind of akward being the only girl but luckily i had my earphones with me.

How ironic it can get,first was the clinic and now the hospital.

I dunno why but I like to go to hospital since young.

I know it's weird..ahaha.

Stayed there for a while.

When i was there,i cant help but think and think.

Life is so fragile but wonderful.

Imma so scared.

So scared of losing my loved ones..

Hmmm...

Orite,enough.i dun wan to go into emo mode.

So after that alighted at Causeway Point wif mum n Cik Idah and off we went to our separate ways.Bought food for my ayah,kakak n adik and then home sweet home.

And,

i dunno wats got into my sis head.

I know she's not into this socialising thingy like for instance friendster or tagged.

But viola!

She suddenly signed up for facebook out of the blue.

N now all she talked to me is facebook facebook facebook.

Facebook 24 hours!

Haha
I already heard alort of my friends saying bout Pets Society and how it's so fun and things like that.
Maybe i'll sign up too, soon.maybe lar.lol

Ohmy my holidays gonna end soon...

ohno.ohno.ohno.

2008-12-21T18:21:00.001+08:00

Orite these past few days had been great.
Umm..sort of.

Im into movie marathon now.
online movies,to be exact.
First was 'Twilight',second was 'Angus,Thongs & Perfect Snogging'.
Heee.
And uh-huh reading!
That's right.
I finished the Twilight & New Moon oreadi.

I so so wants to read esclipse and breaking dawn please.

&

U know how excited i sounded at first when the holidays are nearing?
Well, the problem now, was that the excitement isn't there anymore.
I dunno why, maybe I can't be bothered anymore because of what happened.
Whatever uhh.

totallycrap

Not everything turns into what it`s supposed to be. Not everybody is supposed to just walk out of your life. Sometimes surprises & second chances do happen, you just can`t be afraid to let them happen.

2008-12-16T21:19:00.014+08:00

Hello loves.

Okie..

So i did went out today with the two girls..oh no,three..ahah.

We were out for a book hunt.

Heh heh heh.

Was so tired searching for the twilight book that we finally found it at Kinokuniya Orchard.lol

And Alyssa was searching for this book

(i think its an autobiography bout Carra,this footballer guy).
So uh huh,i was helping her asking the staff where's the book cuz it was nowhere to be found,and they were giving me this why-in-the-world-a-girl-like-her-is-so-interested-in-football- looks.Hahah,unfortunately, it was out of stocks.
Then took the train to Vivo and we just relax around.

so happy so happy so happy

alhamdullah,i got the book! haha

Till then

2008-12-14T18:21:00.003+08:00

Last night,i couldn't get myself to sleep.
Somehow,i found myself browsing thru every pictures i can find inside my laptop,be it on the desktop folders or multiply.
And then,it's reminiscing time.
It suddenly dawned on me.
U know how life can be so unpredictable?
Urmm,yea.

My mum says i think too much to the extent that sometimes i feared of accepting the truth.
Cause sometime the truth is too weird to explain.
I know i don't poured everything inside my heart into this blog.
I dunno,i find it hard to open up.
I guess i had to stop being Little Miss Pessimistic.

And after that,i closed my laptop and tried to go to sleep.
But i cant,so i put on my earpiece,grabbed a book and read.
That was when i felt a strong vibration.
Damn it,i was frantically searching where's the vibration came from,when i saw it was my phone ringing.Obviously,duh.
I was surprised,it was Sya.
And then i found myself so engrossed discussing about something so urgent that i diden heard my sis shrieking in the background.
Ahaha.
She shouted so soft(okay,maybe i was deaf.Big deal),
how in the world am im gonna hear her?
Sori sis,haha.

And to this classmate of mine
I dunno if he's reading or not..just wanna let him know,
All of us are here for u,Asyraf,Aida,Me and Sya,we're all right here supporting u aites.
We're friends,remember?
I just hope u made the right desicion and i guess,we'll just have to respect whatever choices u made.
Gonna miss all the times we went through together though.
Best wishes.
:D

And another thing,
I dunno if it's just me or what..
Is there like a "TWILIGHT" fever going around now?
Ahhahaa,cuz day by day,i found myself falling in love with...
Edward Cullen..ahaha,ok no.
I love the storyline bytheway(:

And so,
The lion fell in love with the lamb.

2008-12-12T14:23:00.012+08:00

Really can’t stop me i’m knocking over everything and you just caught me
From start to finish i promise i’ll mend this just wanna let you know yo
i’m falling like a domino
Falling falling falling just like a domino
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Okay,so here's the thing;

My exams are like finally over!

And im so over it.

Now,all i wanna want is to have a long break..
Okie,maybe only 2 weeks,but whatever.

and,and,and

i wanna go out,out and out.(:

2008-12-03T17:39:00.004+08:00

Alright,one word to sum up everything.
I feel terrible today.
Thanks to my dear Aida for cheering me up.
I guess im okie now.

Biomodelling test today was...
how should i put it in words..
hmm...terribly hard?(well,at least i know i tried my best)
Haizz..i heckcare already lar..just hope a miracle can happen right before my eyes.
And during the test,i did something that i know i shouldn't have done in the first place.
But oh my..it happened!
Ahhaa..i think i cant take it anymore so i confesses to Aida..and lol,
she did the same thing as me too..Hahha.
Great minds think alike.

And boring boring week..
No surprises,this week is what u called common test week.

Im sick of studying ;
Im sick of school ;
Im sick of lectures ;
Im sick of asssignmentsss ;
Im sick of trying my best in everything i do ;

The only thing i look forward to now is the break.
Oh my,when will breaktime come?

Maybe i should try this,

2008-11-27T20:48:00.003+08:00

It always take courage to be nice.
Like,you wonder..why try hard to be nice..you noe,try ur best to pleased people?,when you yourself don't feel good that way.
Im not saying we shouldnt be nice to everyone,it's just that..
I dunno,but whenever we want to be nice,there's always this tinge of feeling saying "Why should you be nice?"..and then you go.."yea,why should i help?".
and then you're in a state of dilemma.
Hahhaa..lol..okie im crapping,sorry.
Just saying what i felt.

And,and,and,
SCHOOL's is seriously stressing me out!!!
Haiyo..really lar.
i can't wait for the 2 weeks break..

But,these few weeks it's been great.
Had alort of "fun" in school.
When i mean fun,i mean the assignment and quiz we had to do in class.
Haha,okie no.
I dunno lar..just fun can?

And alamak..now my head feels hurt.
so many things to do,yet i haven completed even one..
Must do this lar,must do that lar..
ARGGGHHH!
:(

2008-11-23T11:56:00.001+08:00

You know how it rained so heavily yesterday?
way heavily such that there was thunder and lightning?

Oh yea...and guess where i was during that time..

I was stucked under a tent near to the pasir ris beach..
LOL
Stucked,together with my mum,sisters, cousins and aunts..
Hahhaa...i guess the tent wasn't that waterproof.
Rainwater was seeping in uncontrollably.

I thought,the fact that we're safe and sound under the tent,we won't get wet.
But my guess was wrong,even though we were under the tent,rain kept falling down on us.
I was terribly cold.
And hungry..

So ate the chicken wings that was barbecued earlier...ahah
my aunt commented that we were like some refugees under the tent.

The rain took forever to stop..so sis called my aunt to fetch us in her car.
Syukur alhamdulilah, as the rain begin to subside,we said our goodbyes and went over to the other side chalet.This time it was my cousin's birthday.

And OMG,i was soaked from head to toe..imagine that.
As soon as we reached the chalet..clean ourselves..and makan again..
LOL..so hungry after all that had happen.
And a bit uncomfortable with the wet clothes im still wearing.
Too bad lar diden bring extra clothes.

Went home at around 8 plus..
Was so so so tired.
I thought of watching TV..
But i fell asleep soon after.

Today..i think i wanna stay home..
tired okay..lol
So yeah,it was a whole new experience for me!
Ahah
(:

2008-11-21T17:09:00.010+08:00

Sometimes, all you can do is not think
not wonder,not obsess,not imagine.

Sometimes you have to just breathe.

breathe in, breathe out.

Yeaahhhhahaha,how true...

i practically had to wake up so early today.

slept so late yesterday nite yet i had to be up so early.

myohmy,im so terribly tired and sleepy.

aniway..we had fun under the sun.

Ahah,im referring to last Sunday's trip to Sentosa.

Celebrated Aida's bdae.

Goody,goody funness..

i hope to have more of this coming...

maybe an outing wif my girls will be fun.

it's been long.

Till then.

2008-11-20T16:20:00.003+08:00

If i were to describe what i was feeling just now..
i knew no words could exactly explain it...

I kept praying hard,u noe,that i come out from the room safe and alive.LOL
Ahah,so the truth still remains.
Like,what's the big deal right,like come on...it's just a lab test for goodness sake.
But that's how im like,i get so nervous at the slightest thing...ahaha.
My hands were terribly cold when i connected those wires.
But aniway,im just glad it's over.

Seriously speaking,im bored of studying.I want holiday too can?
Hahhha.

Today came to school for maths and EPC test only.
So sch ended early.YEY!
Met H2 after class then sit down for awhile before heading home.

So here i am typing all this thing in front of the screen.
there's EPC test tmr and i still haven gotten hold of the notes yet.
See wat i mean?
It's back to square one.
Im on studying mode again.
HAISH~

Aniway,LAST SUNDAY was the best!!!
i'll update if i got time(:

2008-11-14T16:48:00.016+08:00

No updates for today.

Just some overdue pictures...
I'll post a proper post the next time i blog okay?

heehee(((:

Lemme introduce my new-born anak sedare,Nur Airah Misha.

Isn't she a cutie?

Ohh,definitely(:

My Adik!

This one my Kakak!..

Haha Maintaining my smile while carrying Airah..n i feel so awkward,afraid that i'll drop her..Ahahaa,can't blame me,it's been ages since i carried a baby.lol

Baby Airah!

Aites..Till then(:

2008-11-08T18:00:00.004+08:00

Ohmy,i am feeling super duper tiring today.
Was doing my EPC tuorials just now,only starting on 1st qn..and then..zuuuupppp..
I fall asleep.
Ahahaa.
Realli uh,i need to buck up.
Boring,boring,boring,everyday it's just the same.
Got back from school,rushed to do tutorials and assignment,study for test..
Weekdays,it's the same old thing again,and im tired.
That's why i loved the weekends so much.
It's the only time i get to enjoy my break.

Anyway,anyway.
Went to Somerset after sch yesterday.
We watched HSM3.
Heeee....really nice movie,and i love it.
Especially the songs and the way they dance.so cool.
It started at 5,so we just walked around the area and had our lunch at this Indonesian Restaurant.The food was pretty much delicious (:

The show ended at around 6 30 i think.
Made our way out of the mall and walked to the mrt station.
There were already alort of ppl,and i just pushed my way inside the mrt.
By the time we reached home,it was already 7 something.I dunno,can't remember.
Luckily my parents wasn't angry.
Because i sweet-talk them,dats why.
Ahahhaa,so not.
apparently there was a reason,so they let us.

And now,come to think of it..it's already November.
How time flies.
I dunno why but when i watched HSM3,i suddenly thought of my graduation day.
Ahaha.
Yeahhhhhhhhhh.
Fond memories.
:D

Now i have a reason to say,
I do miss my secondary days..

2008-11-06T19:15:00.016+08:00

theres only one thing two do three words four you

i love you

Listening to the plain white t's new song-1,2,3,4 now.

So sweet lar the song.

But im not i love or what lar okie,dun get me wrong..ahaha

i just love it(:

Anyway..been feeling so down these few days.
And i don't wish to elaborate further cuz it's only gonna make me feel worse.
Yeah,enough said.
Urggghh,just thinking bout it makes me mad!

OKIE,OKIE
Breathe in,breathe out.
calm down,calm down.
dun think again,dun think again.
OKIE,DONE!

Hee,so yesterday went over to H2 after class ended.
Thanks u all for cheering me up!!!
Errm,yah,i got nothing to update about.
Lesson are pratically getting bored each day.
So,

Here's some of the pics we took ,okie not me lar who took it.

Ahahahaa,laugh out loud!

Getting ready,almost.

Now smile people!

Alamak...I kena blocked lar dey..haha

Okie,better.Now more clear..can see!

Girls,let's have group hug..okieokie,enough,u can let me go now..haha

Aites..till then(((:

2008-11-01T23:38:00.008+08:00

It's nearing to 12 am..
And im still up.

The thing is,im very much wide-awake now. :p

Diden do much today,well, except for the fact that i had to do my oh-so-many-i-think-i-wanna-faint tutorials.
And my uncle and aunt came over just a few hours ago.My two little cousins are so cute...so fair and innocent.
I had a great time listening to the way they talk and entertained by their actions.

Let's talk about school now.
Okay,to be honest,im still trying my best to get used to the new modules,still trying my best to understand the topics in class and still trying my best to get done with the assignments.
Yeah,still TRYING and struggling..
I've so many things to do yet so little time.

So yesterday was Friday.
And school ended way long at 1 pm,yet im stuck at school with Jiayi till all the way to 5.Poonam and Cheryl were there too.
Had to attend this tea-party session whose the guest of honour is a female engineer and she's a CEO of this company(not sure of it's name).
It went well and i think i shut my mouth too much.lol.i mean i kept quiet all the way,with constant nods and smiles when the guest looked at us.I guess everyone was quiet,only a few asked a question.Even jiayi asked.lol.

There were lotsa Year 3 that were present there.
I thought it will ended at 4.30 just as stated at the paper.But no,it stretched all the way till 5.
After it ended,quickly dashed out of the room and went to Koufu to look for my sis and the rest.

Thanks kakak and taufiq and jumali for waiting for me(:

Then took the train and alighted at Woodlands.
I wanted to buy something at Causeway Point.
In the end,Dah also bought it after seeing me buying it.
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......im all smiles now.

Alright,one last thing before i ended this post.
This Semester,alort of the lecturer had been mistaking the two of us-my sister and I.
They think i repeat the module,so now,they think Khalidah is me.YEA.Ahahaha.
Funny sey.Then everytime my sister tried to explain that her name is not Khalilah,the lecturer kept saying there's a printing error at the attendance list.LOL.

Okie,okie.think i better end now.
(:

2008-10-28T18:55:00.005+08:00

i look at the person you've become
and all i can think is, what happened to you?

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Well,hallo!
Today was ermm...yeah,okie..
Too bad im still like in holiday mood.
Ahaha.
Class ended way faster that i thought it would be.
And that was definitely great news!
German class was so fun too.
We sort of like have to pronounce the alpahabet and learn more greetings.
seems like a tongue-twisting moment,as i repeat the following words.lol
And the bad news was,test are starting to flood in.
That is so not cool,yeah,way not cool...
Haiya...stress u know.
Had Anatomy and Physiology also.
Learn all the different types of bones during practical.
And everytime i walked inside the room,i cant help feeling so awed by everything that was present inside.Hahaa.
Just as when my lecturer got out of the room....some of my frens quickly snap pictures here and there..and that includes me.Ahahaa..
After practical,when to meet the H2 peeps and we ate at Koufu before heading home.

Okie,oopss,the upper part of skull gone oready.

She's trying to kiss the skull by the way.Ahaha

LOL.

holding hands nampak nelle?Haha

Alrighty...

and now,i think i should get back to my homeworks that is piling up

till then(:

2008-10-22T20:18:00.009+08:00

School's been great and everything.

Yeahhh...

But i am so freaking tired now...

With the heavy bag and the laptop and the books..

My body aches so bad all over.

oh well,it's just a matter of time before i will get used to everything.

and oh ya,met up wif the two girls yesterday.

class ended at 5,but i arrived at home officially at 8.lol

luckily my mum allowed me.phew(:

and i got duit raya!!!lol

With Ain and Atikah(:

this is what happened when u got too bored..

Ahhh...start lar the cam-whoring session.

ohhhmy,boredom kills.

So was chatting with Aida,Syahidah and Taufiq,while blogging this stuffs.

Ohmy..lol

They and their funny jokes..hehe

Orites,that's all.

Till then.

2008-10-17T15:47:00.004+08:00

To get up in the morning only to know that you'll have to face another obstacle takes strength.

To smile when the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery.
To act happy and laugh when you know that times are at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only good news is the best of the bad news takes support.
To be there and help others through the roughest times in life takes love....

Sweetie,u can't fight fate
watever happens,happens...

And i gotta realised that..
Now all i have to do is just take everything in a slower pace.
Let's just pray that everything's gonna be like how it used to be.

Oh yeah,no doubt.
Im missing those moments.. :(

2008-10-14T18:14:00.003+08:00

Ohmygod.Ohmygod.Ohmygod.

Today's gotta be the most embarassing day for me.
Something happened.Which i will elaborate more later on.

Aniwae,14 October 08,a day full of surprises..Ahahaas
First thing in the morning had maths.
Diden brought my textbook along cuz its too heavy.LOL.
Me and my excuses!
After that had anatomy and physiology.
We had to walk all the way from the engineering block to the health sciences block.
Went inside the room and waited outside.
And Asyraf n Azmeer coulden stop talking bout the moctuary in that block.
Sheesh,brings me the chills sey.Hahha
Summore the corridor there look so dim and eerie.
Ended up that we had to shift class.So A&P was okie,though it was a short lecture.

After that was break.Met the H2 peeps at the hut.Talked-talked and just relaxing around.
And then the guys played with the bottles.I dunno how they do it lar,they were like passing the bottles aroung wif their hands and doing the beats and rhythm.It looks fun and cool.I tried too but couldnt get it.Ahah

Then at 1,we separated for our complimentary studies.
Here comes the surprises.
So the 5 of us,Me,Sis,Aida,Taufiq and Jumali walk into the German class.Everyone was there already,the lecturer too.He was very nice,he smiled towards us when we got inside.We settled for the front row as other seats were taken.And the lecturer,(i think his name was Wolfgang),taught us the basic things in German.We had to sort of talked in German lar.And i laugh non-stop at how Taufiq was saying.Cause the lecturer asked him to find him a whiteboard marker,and while asking,he talked in German.Taufiq of course diden understand,but Jumali said to him in malay,"Angguk jer,angguk jer."(nod ur head only)Ahahahss.

Had a short break soon after.When it was nearing 2.30,we had to marked our attendance.Suddenly,Aida said to me that our names was not there.Me,apelagi,panicked!Hahhaa,Alamak,wrong class sey!!!
Look at the clock,2.30.
30 mins more class will end soon.
We were so shy to say that we're in the wrong class.Finally,i told the lecturer we're not suppose to be in his class.So paiseh!! I diden even looked behind,at the rest of the student.

So Quraishia,Dah,Aida n Me rushed down to the 4th floor.Luckily the lecturer understoods.
Oh yeah,we had to choose a German name.
I was so picky lar and took so long to choose cuz there were so many names.My friends name were so nice n cute.
Finally i chose OLIVIA.lol
Funny sey.Sungguh tak biasa.
HAHA.

Really enjoyed today.
and im sure i will never forget today's incident.
:D

2008-10-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

I stare up at the stars

I wonder just where you are...

Right..where do i begin..

Let's see.

Today's was the first day of sch of 2nd semester.

Heeh,met all my classmates,finally after 6 weeks!

Lessons kinda boring,to tell u the truth.

I had EPC and Biomodelling and Im still confused as ever and still adapting to the new subjects.

Biomodelling,already started a few exercise,and im so blur sotong lar just now.Luckily Aida and Dennis helped me alort.(:

EPC..was okie i guess.The lecture was fine but i dunno how's lab gonna be like.

Hopefully it wont get tough,im not good at this electricity thingy.Ahahas

It was a short day and sch ended at 6.

Tomorrow class started in the morning.

Yay! Can go to sch together wif sis tomorrow.Ahahaa,then can meet the rest of peeps.

Okie,just a short post for todaay.

Till then(:

2008-10-12T16:04:00.003+08:00

Heehee,HELLO,HELLO!

Went raya-ing yesterday with family.
Sis claimed she's sick.
When she say like that,i go..."hmm..she's just lazy to go out!".Ahaha
Aiyah,wateverlah.She never go raya also dapat duit.Haha
And,i was so hungry lar yesterday,luckily got food beeing served.
I saw so many people and i noe its not surprising since it was the weekends and everyone is having open house.

And friday,Jasshima accompany us to Bugis to buy stuffs.
Went there just for a while.
Before heading home,dropped by at Vista Point to buy Jassh's stuff.
After that,took the bus and went home.

I think i went out too often this week.Well,holiday's coming to an end and tomorrow sch's starting,so i better enjoy the last bit of my holiday.But for today,i wanted to stay home and relax.Hahhaa.Yayy,cant wait to see them tomorrow(:

Right,think that's all.Im still coughing as ever.I hope it will heal soon.I want to eat and drink the sweet stuffs again.See my siblings eat ice cream,i also want too..Hahhaa..Damn..i screm for ice cream!!!
:p

2008-10-09T20:02:00.005+08:00

Thursday is super funness!

Went out wif dearest Aida and Diana,Alyssa n Joanne.
Of course,on separate meeting and timing.LOL

Was suppose to jalan raya wif poly mates today but last min,the guys coulden make it.
Takpela,raya at skul pon orite jugak.hahhaa.

So,met Aida at 1.30 plus at YCK station and off we went to buy our sch books.
Me n Dah practically shouted and we hugged her.LOL
So long tau tak nampak,mind you,6 weeks!
Hahha.Joke joke arnd..really miss her sey.
Cant wait for Monday!

Chee Seong was supposed to went wif us too,but he was late,so Aida texted him on wat books to buy,but later we saw him outside sch.ahaha.
Then,went to meet Diana at Atrium.At the yck,me and Aida separated cuz she need to go sumwhere else.Hehhe,thanks Aida!

Took the train wif the three ladies and drop off at Paya Lebar.
Go Geylang uhh!Ahhahas,to find henna.
Ate at LJS first,cuz Alyssa hungry already.
OMG! Diana,Joanne n Alyssa so hyper!

After buying the Henna,me n sis buy laksa for mum and then took the train to went home.
But Joanne had to go to Jurong i think,so we said our goodbyes to her.

Outside atrium wif Aida,CHECK OUT HER SHOES!!! Lawa kan?Heh(:

Okay,Idah was supposed to be in the pictures,but she keep laughing,ended up both of us only.LOL

The 3 hyper ladies,from left:Diana,Alyssa&Joanne plus my hand(:

When the hyper-ing seession started,nothing can stop them.

All smiling-smiling..haha

Kat luar MRT pon sempat ambik gambar.alahai.

YEY!
Super fun i had wif the 4 girls.
Thanks(:

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OKAY,i so have to blog this.Ahaha
My dearest Ain dropped by our house just now to gave us something.
Its called tumbler.
So sweet of her,really!
imma so touched lar.
Thanks byk2.Really appreaciates it(:

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And last but not least,
I will like to wish my bestie,JASSHIMA,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!
May Allah bless awak always!

(:

2008-10-06T15:02:00.025+08:00

Hello everyone.

Been a while since i blog.

Anyway Raya this year was awesome.Really enjoyed it.

But first day came late to my grandma's so,not a lot of pics taken cuz some of my aunts and uncles already left.

First day,wake up in the morning,kemas bilik,bathe,eat lontong,got ready then ask for forgiveness from both my parents.

And talking about forgiveness,my sis had this habit of laughing.i dun know why,haha.Me lagi bagus,while asking forgiveness from my aunt,i already know what i what to say lah,kirekan dengan penuh confident.But in the end,i said the wrongs things,all tunggang terbalik.LOL.

And every house we went,they served lontong.Im so full,cuz i keep stuffing myself with food,and not forgetting the fizzy drinks.
So now,im coughing uncontrollaby.

Dat's why people,don't be like me,drinks so much until cough.

Cough,cough,cough non-stop,like old lady.

Haishhh..orite..enough said,here's some of the pics(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

2008-09-29T21:12:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we just need to get out,
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get away, and momentarily
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forget everything

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in order to realize that what we have really isn’t all that bad...

Hello again.

Im literally bored.

I had a freaking long day.Tired.Really realy tired.

But,me being so stubborn,still wanna blog.

Except,the thing is,i dun have any clue to what to write.

So,i'll just blog about random things.

Anyway,i really salute those people who diligently work during the fasting month.

Now i know,how tiring it can get.

Despite all the fatiqueness u'r experiencing,u still had to put that big smile on.

Been helping out my dad,n yeah,like i say,it was really tiring.

And yesterday night,my aunt called me up to help her with some maths.I figured it must be her pri 2 daughter's homework.And,ohmy,oh no,it was terribly hard! Imagine a pri 2 kid doing a problem sums like that,but in the end turned out that it was a pri 3 problem sums.

Want to know how the problem sum goes like?

Here goes.

"How many goats are there if the total number of leg the goat have is 15 more than the total number of nose?"

Me and my sister were so dumb.I rack my teeny weeny tiny brain for hours thinking that a goat have 2 nose.My sis more pathetic,she thinks a goat have two legs.Stupid right?Hahha,no wonder i couldn't get the answer..Luckily,we figured out the mess n got the answers in the end.

Aniwae,todae will be the second last day all Muslims will be fasting.Woah oh!Raya nak dekat!Hahha.

And and and,i got my timetable already.OMG! It's so packed n i got classes ended at 6 and classes that start at 8! Haiyaaa..i so don't like my new timetable.I got German for my languages.Same as Idah lar..LOL. I dun even know y i chose that subject in the first place.Hahha.

Arrgggh!

2008-09-27T13:00:00.004+08:00

There is something I must say:

Waking up today feeling so rotten-that's not what i want my day to be like.

Early morning,the bickering had already started.Sheessh.

I hope we are in talking terms again,i dun like it when we're not talking.

Haishhhh...Totally not my day :(

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Okie,okie,let's move on.No use feeling so moody.

Well,went to buke together wif my three besties on Thursday.

Actually,i had a hard time persuading my parents to let us go.

They were so reluctant to let us,but i guess they were tired of listening to our pleas so much that they relented in the end.Syukur.

So met Ain at arnd 530 at causeway point and we took the bus to Al-Ameen.

And there they were,Atikah n Shariffa waiting at the bus stop.

N i took a glance at my watch.It was only 6.Way too early.Call us kiasu,watever u want.Hahhaa,we just wanted to make sure we're in time for break fast.

Just as expected,the place was so quiet.So many empty chairs.

As the five of us sat down,a lot of stories and confessions were made.Heh.So long never met up,so u can guess there were a lot of things to share.And of course,laughter.So much giggling,it feels just right,just like the olden days.How i crave for that moments.

Then ordered our respective meals.I had a hard time choosing.Very cerewet sey.Hahha.And i finally got my Milo Dinosaur.Hahhha.Oh ya,Shariffa n Atikah bought us a cute notebook.Thanks!

And we diden expected to meet so many familiar faces.Said Hies to all of them.Then when it's nearing to 7,people started flocking the place.So,it's a good thing too we're early.Our food arrived soon after.Then time to break fast.We left the place early as Ain had to go to Geylang with her parents.Atikah n Shariffa tag along but we diden cuz we need to be home early.So yeaps,took the bus and home sweet home.Luckily sis n i made it in time.

And now,i miss my poly mates pulak...

2008-09-24T18:15:00.009+08:00

Oh weeeeee,lemme introduced

my new obsession

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Hees,yuppie yup!It's the Jonas Brother! And ohmy,look what i had done to my desktop.Got it from deviantart.lol.Blame my small sis lar for playing the camp rock songs often,so much that i too had grown addicted to it.Okie,enough said.

Let's talk about yesterday.

Met up wif Diana & Alyssa at Woodlands MRT and off we went to Bugis.And Diana bought us something.Thankiu :) So yeah,went inside Bugis Junction to look for Diana's shoe.And then we decided to just walk around.So up the stairs we go,and down the stairs we go,and to the left we go and to the right we go.My sis managed to get what she wanted.I thought of looking for my bag.But yeah,ended up buying nothing.nothing.Either the ones i chose were too expensive or not to my liking.So might as well i buy later.

After that,we took the train to City Hall.Stopped by at Raffles City.And ohmygod.Too much temptations.There were food everywhere.The posters,the aroma,inside the shop.Sheesh!Hahhaa,luckily i can tahan.And then suddenly my poor feet got tired.So rested for a while and looked at the people passing by us.

Only after we had enough rest,did we went out to meet Nash at City Hall.Then, went to Peninsular to accompany them buy something.Diden took many pictures though,cuz yea,i was bloody tired.After they bought their things,took the train and stopped by at Causeway Point.

Bought a cute black notebook for Fatin which she reminded me to buy before going out of the house.And,i saw lot's of ppl lar.First was Miss Siti,then Saleha,Deana and their friends, and saw Lena too,not forgetting Rebecca too.So said hies to all of them and we went to Cold Storage to buy Donuts.

There,there,below,my irresistible donuts!

Then off happily we go to the food court to buy food for break fast.And then,said goodbyes and took the bus home.

2008-09-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

To my dearest DIANA,

Happy 17th Birthday!

May your birthday filled with happiness,joy and excitement.
May Allah bless u alwaes.
And may all ur desired wishes come true!
Hearts ya many times!
(:

lalaland lar

2008-09-20T10:05:00.006+08:00

Im on CLOUD NINE now.

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Don't bother searching for me..hahaa
And its all BECAUSE of YOU.

Thanks(:

2008-09-18T16:05:00.006+08:00

It's something
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unpredictable;

So i got my results back alright.Actually wasn't expecting it to come out so soon.But i dun have to see it cause my sis had already log in to my account and was waking me up uncontrollably that morning.So yeah,no surprises.Cause she told me my results straight to my face.haha.But,all i have to sae is SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH.Both of us passed all the modules.So,no more worries.Can put my mind at ease now.

And i was thinking,how times flies huh?So fast.The more older i got,the more i feel time is running out.Like in just a blink of an eye.Now it's September,the fasting month.Then before we know it,it will soon be raya and then time to go back to school.Woah.

My sister,with her semangat kental ,actually asked me to teach her some of the modules that she will be doing next semester.So,i gave her the kind of look.U know,that kind of look.haha.I was like uhhuh?Cause we will just switch our module next semester since we are not in the same class.Hmmm..wonder how issit gonna be like ehh..

Then,just now,i received a phonecall from this lady.She sounded so foreign.And she actually asked me whether i can speak chinese.My guess was that this lady probably dialled the wrong number.So i said no,i dun speak chinese.But she asked me again the same question.Then i had to sae,Sori,sori,wrong number.I dun speak chinese uh.Sori.After that i sae bye.Haha.Wow,if i can speak chinese,cool uh?Multi-languages is so cool!

So right now,my afternoon is occupied by doing the housework.Tiring.But it's oklah.Either that,or i'll be reading or kept busy infront of the laptop.Or more better,layan-ing my two sister's crap.I got no life huh?Hahaa.

Alright,so i'll just keep my post short and sweet cause there's nothing else to blog.Till here(:

ha-p-py!

2008-09-16T08:27:00.003+08:00

It's more.

More than I dreamed of

*YAWN!* sleepy,sleepy,sleepy me.im feeling so sleepy but my sis wake me up so early.So the result is, i cant get back to sleep.Anywhere im sucha in good mood today tau.Happy sangat.lol.

Anyway,checked my email.And woohoo.Suzairhe Sumari wish me.Like awww.haha.Totally diden expect that,but thanks very much.Appreciates it alots.GO HERE.lol(:

And i was bloghopping too,found out a few of my friends dedicated their post to me and idah..more AWWW!lol.Hahha.I swear i love all my friends!

What can i say,but more thanks and thanks.

You guys definetely put a smile to my face.

See..im smiling so wide now!

So let's bercerita about yesterday ehh.Me,my mum and sis went to Geylang to shop for the raya things.Took the train to Paya Lebar there.And by the time we reached there it was like what,1 plus or close to 2 in the afternoon,cant really remember.Although it was in the afternoon,still,alot of people were there.

And Ya Allah! So penat seyy trying to search the right outfits.But thank god,after walking and walking managed to buy some clothes.Tapi itupon 1 set jer,maybe buying another if my dad's and mum are free.Ya,no energy anymore,so i just randomly pick my baju.haha.So yeah,bought so many things there and i practically had to hold the plastic bags in both hands.I was dragging my feet all the time,cuz what do ya expect?Those bags were damn heavy.Den bought my shoes and bag too.lol.my own money of course.but,yea i dun mind one bit.haha.

By the end of the day,the number of bags had now increased.I totally surrendered.TIRED teramat sangat.Inside the cab,i barely talk,almost going to dreamyland.

Then reached home.

Okie,im so in happy mood now.So many good things happened.

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILAH(:

And guess what.i got my GPA results oreadi.

not sixteen anymore not eighteen yet,just seventeen

2008-09-15T06:57:00.003+08:00

SEVENTEEN FOREVER

Oh,hello.So the title says it all.I'm se-ven-teen.That's right,seventeen!

And yesterday was alright and haha,truthfully i dun feel anything.It's like any other day to me.lol

Just to be honest,i love all the messages i got,be it just a simple 'Happy Birthday',u guys really truly madly deeply make my day,and i just cant help but smile.To hear the beep of my hp every once in a while really make my heart thumped for joy.Heees

Best,Best Best Friend,

Ain,Atikah,Shariffa.

Thanks for the midnight calls and the sweet sms.I love u guys(:

My Childhood Bestie,

Jasshima.

U wished me Happy Birthday alot of times,lol.Thankiu very much.Love ya!

Diana,Joanne and Alyssa,

Thanks for having the advanced celebration for us.We truly enjoyed it and a day not to be forgotten.Hearts u all.

Shab,

Ahaha.Thanks for the tag.And ya lar,i miss the old times mase kat band dulu.Really enjoyed being friends wif ya.Love ya many many times too!

My twin,

Khalidah.

Haha.Happy Birthday awak.May your,ehh no,may our bdae filled wif excitements,laughter and joy.May Allah bless us always.Amin.Ur my guardian angel and i thank Allah for blessing me wif a twin.(:

Shafeeq,

Thanks for the advance bdae wish just because u wasnt able to wish us on our bdae.It's so touching and suhwit.haha

My BME mates,

Thanks to those who wished me,be it on friendster message or smses,U guys rock!Haha.

My Aunts,Uncles,Grandparents and cuzzins,

Thanks for all the lovely gifts and i enjoyed the cake-cutting ceremony.lol.

And Cik Wati even sang me Happy Birthdae inside the car at 12 am sharp.Even though i was startled,that is just so sweet.Haha

Yup.Seventeen oreadi huh?I dun wan to stay old.haha.Aites.Yesterday,a day definetly to be remembered,where all my fondest memories existed.Till here.

(:

2008-09-14T15:02:00.000+08:00

It's a beautiful sky on a beautiful day,

but only you guys can stretch a smile across my face.

will update more tml! :)

yea

2008-09-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

Thnks fr th Mmrs

Well,hello peeps.

Here i am updating!

Aniwae,went to Vivocity yesterday with the girls.It was super duper fun-ness.Although it was fasting and all and i got tired easily we just walk and walk around there like nobody's business.And of course,at times we sat down and chat, a time to catch up on each other.Yeaps,therefore,I,Nur Khalilah Jasmani,would like to say a million times again for the early celebration and the great day to Joanne,Diana and Alyssa.

Let's just let the pictures do the talking ya.

Alamak...guess what had just happened.Ayah came inside and sat beside me.He wanted to see what i was doing.Wahlao..Then he ask me my frens uh that one above..i said yes,haiyo!

Haha,okie.Gtg.(:

lalala

2008-09-11T07:17:00.000+08:00

She said,"So there goes

my life,passing by with every exit sign".

Well hello people.Im up so early today! Couldn't get back to sleep after sahur so here i am in front of the laptop.Hees.
What have i got to lately?Well,not much if u ask me.I do go out sometimes of course,cuz staying at home often can drive me mad.haha.
Aniwae,yesterday evening,before goin out,sis asked me to do this survey.It was fun lah.And i couldn't stop laughing looking at the answers i had gotten.U had to kind of shuffle your playlist,and whichever answers u got,u had to explain it as best as u can.
And i asked my sis to shuffle for me and this was what i got,

.................................................................................

Put your player on random... see if the song matches the question.Then try to explain even if it doesn't make sense.

..................................................................................

1. What's my mood like right now?
Yesterday-NLT.
i cant stop thinking of yesterday ehh no the day before and the day before

2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Love you so-Natalie
Ahahaha.Love all around me?

3. What kind of person am I?
Used to be-Ilya
Used to be that,i used to be this..Ala,u know..

4. Am I loved?
If i told u-Plain White T's
Yea,yea i know,no need for me to ask people one,they told me..muahaha

5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
Good day-The Click Five
When im having a good day will i achieve my highest potential(:

6. What should I do with my life?
Take a bow-Leona Lewis
Exercises alot..u know bow every morning?hahaaa,no.

7. Is everything really going to be alright in the future?
Will u ever learn-Typecast
yea,if i learn from my mistake(:

8. What is my best quality?
Walking on air-Kerli
wth?Muahahha,woah!I got super powers lar.Beware ppl!

9. How does my social life look?
Hate(i really don't like you)-Plain White T's
Hah,kidding.Hate is a strong word u know.

10.What's the meaning of life?
Light up the sky-Yellowcard
OMG!LOL!ROFL!

11.What do people think of me?
Six minutes-The Jonas Brother
Haiyo!Six minutes?i think ppl remember me for six min onli den forget lar..haha no.

12.Would I make a good lover?
Into oblivion(reunion)-Funeral for a Friend
Ohno..not oblivion uh..if i keep forgetting, how to become a good lover kan?

13.How crazy am I?
When im gone-The Click Five
Hahaha..when im gone to a quiet place,then ill be crazy.

14. Will I have a good life in general?
All u wanted-Michelle Branch
Isnt that supposed to be All i wanted?I want a good life uh!

15.Can he ever really love me?
Energy-Natalie ft Baby bash
Woah oh!Whoever will be mine,will need alot of energy to love me..haha

16.Can me and (him/her) ever be more than friends?
Angel-Leona Lewis
AWWWW!!!!

17. What's going to happen to me this week?
Hard to love-joanna
Yea.How true.HARD.Hard to say.

18.Where will I be a year from now?
Skaterboi-Avril Lavigne
Wif a skaterboi?hahaha,kidding uh.

19. What is my fondest wish?
Maybe-Jay Sean
All my wish started wif maybe,so how i wish it came true.

20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Kidnap my heart-The Click Five
Trying hard to kidnap my heart?LOL

21. How did my parents meet?
Untouched-The Veronicas
???Why would u want to know...

22. How will I die?
Stop playin wit me-Jordin Taylor
What qn is this?STOP PLAYING WITH ME LAR DEY!

23.What song will be played at my funeral?
How far we've come-Matchbox 20
How far i've come in life..the title say it all

24.What will happen after I die?
Poetry-Danity Kane
???

25.What will I dream about tonight?
I gotta find u-Joe Jonas
Awwww...i'll dream bout Joe Jonas.lol

26.How does my media player feel about me?
Come clean-Hillary Duff
Oh?Come and clean me up eh?

27.What will i be when i grow up?
I believed-Melissa Smith
Im a believer,not a dreamer(:

28.What will happen this week?
One in a million-Miley Cyrus
Idk.How many million times must i tell u i dunno?

29.What will u do when u are angry?
The last night-Skilleti
???Think of last night?Idk.Depends

30.What will u do when u are sad?
Step up-Darin Zanya
No uh,i step down.kie,no link.

31.What will u do when u are overjoyed?
Shake it-Metro Station
Hahaaa.Let's Drop!Shake,shake,shake,shake,shake it!

32.What will u say to people u dont like?
Always Be My Baby-David Cook
Say to them kan,"I dun like u!Ur sucha baby!"Hahha,of course not.Idk

Alright people
i gotta go.
Please take a pinch of salt of the survey above.
It's just for the sake of fun aites
(:

untitled

2008-09-09T14:01:00.001+08:00

No day is truely over
if it makes a memory.
-

And my weekend was full of fun-ness.
A memory that i'll keep forever.

Well,i went for the majlis iftar at my grandma's.

The food was nice and everything and it's great to see everyone there,my aunts,uncles,grandparents and cuzzins.
After buka,celebrated all the bdaes that fall on september.
The fruit cake was delicious too.So yeah,we blew the candles,although it's kind of early to actually celebrated it.And i got the advanced bdae gifts from my aunts,uncles,cuzzins,grandparents.Heez,thanks.Thanks very much for the lovely gifts.And i really mean it(:

Then suddenly Kak Nurul ajak me and sis to go downstairs.So the three of us walked to the playground there and talked and talked.It was already 9 plus..and the surrounding at night is just so beautiful.We chat,so engrossed with our conversations, with the wind constantly blewing all around us ,that we lost track of the time.And that same night too,i got to know some things which i dun expected.

Soon,we walked to the shops to buy something before heading back.A few minutes later,head back home.

And last friday,went to Causeway point with Mama and Fatin cause my lil sis wanted to buy somethings.I just follow lah.haha.Walked and walked and walked until my feet got tired.Oh,i saw Saf too,so tegur her and everything.Only after my sis finally found what she wanted did we actually got out of Causeway Point.But we diden went home straight,stop by at the bazaar to buy food for buka.And the place was freaking packed with people.I dunno how many times i got pushed out of the way.Then suddenly heard a girl's voice calling my mum.Turned out to be Ainina.Hahaa.She was with her mum.So chat for awhile,asking each other how are you.

So that's practically how my weekend was like.

Till then.

Lucky

2008-09-05T12:26:00.000+08:00

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best
friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home
again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

Heees..im so like addicted to this song now.Lucky by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat.

sucha sweet song.And my topic of the day is LUCKY.Im referring to my sis by the way.I guess todae's her lucky day and im just glad i can lend a helping hand.so now case closed,everything's settled.Syukur alhamdulilah.More importantly,they are back to friends again.yey!

Aniwae,put that aside.im just wondering if i shud go out today?Im so lazy to step out of the house.Much more in this kind of weather.Haiya.so reluctant lah...

Oh yeah..i cant stand my other half who cant stop grinning from ear to ear.I know lah u happy,no need to show off..haha.

Wonder what's for buka later ya?Still a long hour to break fast.Nevamind,be patience,be patience.And damn it,i miss my friendsss...

lol

2008-09-04T09:27:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.
Todae marked the 3rd dae of Ramadhan.
okie done.
bye .

im curious,
What do you do when u'r BORED?

I chose hmm..singing 'The wheels on the bus go 'round and round'?

Ready...1,2,3...The wheels on the bus go round and round!

ROUND and ROUND!

The wheels on the bus go round and round!

All day LONG!

ohh..dun forget to shout 'YEY'

YEY!

i'll be back with a proper update.

Okie im kidding luh.

Please bear with the craziness and lameness inside me.Haha.

So as everyone knows,the month of fasting has started.And so far,so good.

Alhamdulilah(:

And so i thought,i've been thinking alot these days.Yeah,bout everything i guess.my life,my family,my frens,my studies,my future.ohwatdeheck am i talking?okie,skip luh.

i think yesterday or the day before,im soooooo angry with my sis cause she read my diary.

And ahahaha,ok,i got a confession to make.

Yeah i did kept a diary way back then.But it was like so long ago,during my primary days.

And i was freaking mad at her cuz she read without my permission,and there's like so many personal thoughts inside.

But when i re-read it,i laughed.Cuz its super childish and so lame.Haha.Everything i wrote was about him.lol.okie,so here's to the future,cuz im over the past.

Im not angry anymore,in fact i had a good laugh,and it's been long since i laugh so hard.

Okie,actually i dun know what to blog well,because i dun know what to blog?Alamak,lame uh me!

Before i continue to write nonsense,i better ask my brain to give a signal to my hands to stop typing....

"Eh,dah stop?"

HAHAHA..klah,bye everyone.

Sorry ya.

When i reallly reallly reallly have a proper update,i'll update kie!

No more nonsense from me.

What do you expect?

2008-09-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

30 August 08,a slightly long and tiring day for me.

I've never felt so damn tired,and fatigueness is taking over me slowly.

Went out at around 1 and took the train to Singapore Poly.Luckily Idah accompanied me there to take my bursary since mum and dad coulden make it.
We must be seated by 2,and inside the train i was so damn nervous lah.But idah kept saying to me,relax,relax..haha.

So yeaps..as soon as we arrived there,we registered and i was told to take my seat.To my horror plus astonishment,almost everybody was dressed in formal,and me being so retarded wasn't dressed in formal.So guess how i was feeling?But luckily some of them were like dressed in casual smart.So i heckcare lah.And as soon as i entered the convention hall,i was like searching high and low for Taufiq cause he oso got his bursary.Hahaa,and the volunteers thought Idah was my fren,but i told her she's my sister.Luckily Taufiq acompany me inside the hall,cuz not all have arrived.Then one by one students from other poly came..and voila!There were so many elegant ladies and smart mamat uh..haha.

And haiya,the event was like soooooo long and i got no one to talk to since all around me were guys and i was reluctant to talk to them and i was so bored and i was so cold and i was so tired sitting there and i was so far from idah and i was so hungry and i was like biler lah nak habis and...yeah.And when finally my turn came..so nervous leh but idah say I look like a small happy girl upstage..haha,wateva luh.

But i diden stay for the refreshments,crazy right?Got free food dun wan to eat..lol.

Went somewhere after that,yeaps only two of us...idah n me only.Hahaa

Then reached home around 7 like that.N i was so tired by then to go to Ustaz fren house..but i changed my mind soon after and decided to tag along.Inside my Uncle's and Aunt's car,i was already so weak..ok i exaggerate,tired lah..so i sleep for awhile.Listened to his ceramah,then ate and after that went home.And it was close to 1 am by the time i reached home.Woah,so that's my saturday for me.Oh ya,before i forget,just wanna wish Selamat Berpuasa to all my muslim friends! (:

Posing at the Carpark..muahhahha

Ohmygosh,look at my eyesss..they glow in the dark..haha

Bored me...im tired of smiling so i took a pic of my shoes..lol.

I see lots of things,except your point...

Goin craazzyyy

2008-08-27T03:09:00.000+08:00

When studying gets too bored...

It only drives you to a world of madness..

And so,

lemme annouce this..

SEMESTRAL EXAMS IS FINALLY OVER!!!

Alhamdulilah,todae's paper is manageable...

And funny thing was that almost everyone inside the room left early,and that includes me..haha.

Yeaps...can relax my mind now(:

Took this picture after night class ended yesterday at freaking 11 pm.

Haha,nothing better to do i guess,so ape lagi..take photos!

N look at my retarded face...haha

Simply said,i cant resist temptations

2008-08-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

I admit defeat.

Let's wave the white flag,cuz the urge is so unbearable.

Cant resist the temptation of blogging,after weeks of M.I.A.

Lol.

Okie..i diden go anywhere or missing just taking a break from the exams and all that stuff.

So yeaps,2 paper down...1 more to go.

I just have to hang in there and soon this will all be over.

Anyway,yesterdae mechanics test was difficult?Hah,yes.

But let's not talk bout it anymore,cuz its over.ENDED.Fullstop.

Immediately after the test ended,received an sms from Jasshima,asking me whether i can accompany her to Marina Square for her interview.And me,ape lagi,agreed.Hah.But before that Aida accompany me for breakfast,ehh wrong,lunch at causeway point all the way till 12.30.

Thanks awak!Then met Jassh downstairs and took bus 960.

Talked all the way inside bus since we like havent met for so long.It was a long ride but we reached there eventually.After her interview ate at KFC and walk for awhile there before head home.It was raining heavily,and we diden have any umbrellas with us.So took the train instead.

And i walked to home in the rain(:

me on hiatus

2008-08-14T13:02:00.000+08:00

Currently on hiatus.

Don't worry,just taking a short break

Will be back soon.

Now,smile..