I don't know,somehow or rather,i feel so at ease after having that long talk with my sis.
It's like so suddenly,so suddenly i saw the big picture.
I realised it now.
Now,after so long...
And i still feel so rotten about it,simply said,im being overwhelm by guilt.
It's hard to explain it,no one really knows what im going thru.
But,im glad Allah showed me to the right path.
The path whereby i finally knows,whose being true and whose not.
Whatever it is,i hope things will be like in the past.
And that's my wish for now.
