Hello there, I'm Cinderella. How have I been doing, you ask? My dear Prince Charming, after many happy years of marriage...have cheated on me. With who? That bratty Rapunzel. Wait till Flynn Rider hears about this! On second thought, why don't I just get Flynn instead? Mmm...
Would i still have the time to blog next week?
I don't think so,now that i have bioelectronics
and thermofluids paper to think of.
Okie plus maths.
Statistics.
Im feeling so weak, been relying on the panadols now,everybody
i know is falling sick nowadays.
Get well soon okie sis.
But syukur alhamdulilah im feeling a bit better today..
The problem now is,i so need some motivation to study.
Study outside maybe,you say?
But nahh,i can't.That's my major problem.It'll be a lot of a total distraction to me.
Uh-huh.
Cuz u see,i can't concentrate with people around me,i dunno why.
And when all of a sudden that feeling of enthusiasm come, okay i'll be studying a bit and then i dozed of a LOT.
woahh..big problems.
I seriously need to buck up and be very afraid.
yess..i shall remind myself every minute to FOCUS,FOCUS and FOCUS.
That should do it,we'll see how it goes.lol
Anyhow,Ramadhan's coming! Woohooo i can't wait.
But it's just too bad that thing had to happen.urghh,so sad.
And my dear aunt and Aida sent me this sms bout Makcik Keropok not selling keropok anymore but kurma/kuih..and saying that to open the door when she come cuz her kurma/kuih are nice and that she 's taubat already since the Cik Pon is being tied up in fasting month..hahaaa...and then end off her sms with the saying,"Salam Ramadhan!" Haha their sms really made my daylah.
Kie,i can't think of aniting to write anymore.Till here.
Talking about good thing.
Here comes the bad part,blogger is giving me such a headache.
Can't even log in properly since just now.
im freaking fedup to the max.
Aniwae,putting that aside today is well spent with me sitting at home.
Yesterday,my energy's already drained out with the evening and night plans.
Headed off to my cousin's housewarming party at woodlands and i ate and ate non-stop,especially the chocolate brownies,oohh,nicey nice!
Stayed there for quite some time and around 5 plus went home.
I rest for 1 hour or so and then went out again after maghrib.
Went with my mum and dad without sis and idah following to Ustaz's house.
Again,i ate quite alort..haiyo,shake head shake head.
guitly pleasure.
Ended quite late the majlis,almost close to 11 plus.
i was dead tired by then uhh..and i thought i will went to sleep already.
But in the end,stayed up late till 2.45am.
All Idah's fault.
Ask me to stay up with her cuz she wanted to play the computer..
Reluctantly,i agreed.
And then we both heard it.Like literally heard it.What's more it's so deafening silent at night,obviously every little sound can almost be heard.
There,we both heard a loud knock,like a few times,i think it came from upstairs.
Oh God,my blood went up suddenly,so terperanjat.In my mind,i was like sapelah ketok-ketok malam malam buta ni?And then Idah can still ask me,"AWAK,APER TU?
"Ohmy that girl,she should just shut her mouth kan! you know it's not good to mention things at night.
In the end i ask her to faster finish up what she wanted to do and we diden said a single thing after dat.hahaaa..
And ohmy,i've been slacking my way through,i really need to start my revision soon.
urgh.
Blister on my foot. Shoe spoilt. im limping halfway.
pathetic state huh?
well,it hurts very much and i can't stand for too long. got my feet hurt thanks to all the running i did in the morning.
i can't believe we actually ran all the way from YCK station to sch. 3 mins was all it takes. Can't deny it,i was a nervous wreck myself.In that state of condition,i dun know how we manage to go through it.
All the way,while presenting and looking at the screen of my laptop,i kept thinking bout the german test and biomaterial test.so i actually babbled and babbled hoping hard that time will pass by soon so that i can run to my next destinantion.yup for german test. And when she said okie,thanks for ur effort,i knew it was all over.Syukur alhamdulilah. Thanks to all my friends who had help us,especially Jiayi,Ping Ping,Chee Seong and Sya
Without them, i dunno how we will do it :)
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So im in such a happy mood today. Clouds of gray,please don't come back. Everything went fine and goes as plan. Im so gonna wait for the weekends!
starts off way badly. I've had a hell of a week. im already on the verge of giving up and breaking down. I dunno where i got that little courage from today. Today's just not the day for me. Been sleeping so late,rushing in doing things. School isnt fun like how it used to be. Everyday i kept thinking bout what's happening now..and the only one i can gladly turn to is Idah..
it's sickening and im washing my hands out of it. im sick of having to hear you say the same old thing again only to find that you will make the same mistake again. like yeah,who cares what im feeling right? why is all this happening aniway..urghh
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Here's to all the bad things happening now,to all the sickening problems,to all the bad days SCREW THEM!
And i really had my fair share of ups and downs this very week.
Schools suck if you really wanna know.
I had to redo my whole graph today.how "awesome" can that be?urrgh.
But the best part was?
I had the chance to hang out with all my friends.So yay for that.
Wednesday,watched Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince with Ain,Xifang & Kim Kiat( just made friends with him.lol).
They were seriously fun to hang out with,starting with Xi Fang who keeps giggling,Ain who was a great help in telling me what really happen in the movie(cuz yeah,i diden really follow up on the story,so it got me confused somewhere along,haahaa)
and Kim Kiat whom i dun really know that well,but he's nice.lol.Ohh,and Dah who waited for me patiently at the mrt platform.
All in all the movie was ok ok lar,too many dialogues,not much actions.I especially like the part where Ron got all lovey dovey under the love spells and that caused Hermione to be jealous.Cute.Some parts were hilarious and i love the visual effects.
And Sunday,celebrated Sya's and Kelvin's birthday plus Dennis's belated birthday.
Had an awesome time with the cliques at Seoul Garden.
Ate to my heart's content when im there,cuz i cant bear to waste the delicious food away.
After that,i rushed home like mad..haha
Thank God my parents diden say anything.
Finally,Saturday spent the whole day with the H2 peeps for the biathlon thingy.
JJ drove Idah,me & Taufiq to sch,and on the way bought some breakfast at AMK.
Though it was tiring,i was laughing the whole time i was with them.
We were assigned as the road marshals,so the first half hour or so,i partner with Yan ling and next hour was with JJ..
Seriously,i think i was more tired than the runners lar.haha.But the lunch that awaited us was simply mouth-watering,there were just too many food to choose from.
I don't think i wanna write about the "downs" part.
Really,it's sad to think back again.
im just glad i had my happy days.
syukur alhamdulilah.
:)
After days of not blogging,here i am again.
Alot of things occur during this few weeks.
Exams,home-based learning,study break..
everything regarding schools,u name it.
i can put that all behind me now.
Now came the tedious wait,the results..but whatever it is,
i've done my best and it all thats matter.
So the new week starts today.
Not the best way to start today i shall say,i dunno,i hate monday..
What's more having to face something u dislike..urggh.
I wish i was extraodinary smart..like really really smart.haha
This week gonna be a hectic one,i can guarantee u that.
So many plans awaiting...that will DEFINITELY tire myself out..
Aniway,this is just random.
Have u ever had a dream,well a good one,not the one which scares u,
and u find u wasn't alone in ur dream,there's another person,or maybe a few ones u know..u can recognise most of the faces there,but there will always be someone which appear blurry to u,like as if u could not see his/her face..and then u wake up..u wonders who the hell is the blurry face ?
I get that alot,it's so frustating cuz u cant remember but most of the time it's just a dreamless night for me.nahh,im just curious..that's all.
ohh, and i ♥ this.
Absolute Boyfriend that's showing on Ch U is so gonna be my next addiction.
So i guess everyone knows now that sch was extended for
another 1 more week due to the H1N1 case.
And just now at around 8 plus,i got to know from the news on Suria that there's this Year one student from Nanyang Poly who had caught the disease.. Now i knew why sch was extended,but still,there's still the home based elearning that we must do,u must think it must be fun what's with the holidays extended and postponing the common test but nahh i don't think so,i think it's rather troublesome.But nonetheless,thank God i have a lot more time to spare now. Have to check my email frequently starting from tomorrow i guess.
Anyway went to catch Transformers 2:Revenge of the Fallen with Diana today. Weee.. it think..
it was...worth my time and money!Ahahhha. It was so long,2 hr 30 min that i got tired from seating down and almost slept at the end of the show,but i fight the urge to sleep coz wouldnt it be a watse if the screen was watching me instead of me watching it. Really enjoyed the movie,it was great i guess
I've tried so hard to believe what comes out of your mouth. But every time I turn around, There's still a lot of doubt. They think they know the truth, But do they really know you? Am I the only one who can see right through this mask you've chosen to hide behind? You think I would have walked away by now. And believe me the thought has crossed my mind before.
But who would that leave you with? ~~~ It's been forever and a day. Spent all my time in sch today with the H2 peeps and ain. Yeahh,ain went to my sch today! Hee,thanks for cuming :) Really,it was so frustating cuz i got so distracted just now that i almost give up on studying..and then i thought maybe i should take a walk. For the first time in my entire school life,i walk alone like no other people's business,purposely taking longer routes than the usual to entertain myself. When I look at my sis and the H2 peeps so stress,i got stress too.haahaa. I cant study outside,i mean, it really depends on my mood. Sometimes i can get focused but most of the
time i just spend my time daydreaming. And just now,while talking to Ain,i suddenly miss the past times..the conversation got from one topic to another from during the secondary days to primary sch days to teachers and finally to about friends.. How i wish we can turn back time..
Good things are worth waiting,no matter how long that takes.. Heee,i learnt that from today incident.lol & Tomorrow gonna be the start of a new day. Let's hope it went well like today
Like finally i'vefinish watching BOF!!!!! ohmmyyy,someone slap me please.. all i could think of is the drama,drama and drama. As much as i wanted to stop talking bout it,i cant. Sadly yeahh,that's how much it leaves an impact on me. I think my 2 sis were fed up since all i can talk of is the drama. It's been so long since i watch Korean Drama and i think it's the most sweetest love story ever. JunPyo & Jandi,they make the perfect couple. ahhh,Im so gonna miss watching it. . Aniway,my holiday or should i say my study break,yeahh that should be the right word, started well and fine. But here's the fact,i've been slacking way too much,heh. I know i should be starting on my revisions by now,well maybe i should. And this week i had time to spare with my loved ones,shopping with sis,
hanging out with the girls.. Headed to Harbourfront's Pizzahut with the 4 gals and ate pizza. We ordered two pizza and the thin crust one actually tasted like keropok,hahhha,nice. After that it was just a walk through vivo and then head off to Singapore Art Museum wif Ain. Creepy but nice surrouding when she showed me this church along Bugis. So yeahh,short day it is. . Looks like i have to spend more time on school work now.
And so what if the last week of sch wasn't that great..
all i want to do now is to take one step at a time.
Had a great splendid weekend
and was busy with my cousin's wedding
But all in all i had fun.
And it was funny to see my friends there..like how was i suppose to know that my friend's mum actually know my mum..yeahh let's see i saw Firah,Jasshima came too with her mum and hmmm..i saw Faizal playing the kompang.LOL
Sucha coincidence.
Then my cousins and i were just sitting down and chatting around cuz there's no work to do since there's the kendarat guys to do them..
Even though it was just sitting we soon got tired,so we head for upstairs.
Watched "Jangan Tegur"..i swear it's not scary at all with the music playing downstairs..
i almost fall asleep out of exhaustation.haha.
And ohh..here's my newest addiction.
Boys Over Flower,the Korean Drama.
Ohmy..it has a great storyline..some parts were so touch and sad and others were funny.
The actress and actors are good looking some more
Cant wait for the ending.
So imma just gonna be patience and watch part by part till the last.
hee,happy happy me
:)
Ahhh,like finally,my day off!! :) But of course,there's still aalot more things that are needed to be done. H-A-H
So yesterday during night class,ehh no,i mean before night class start,since there was a long break,the 3 of us,me,aida & sya had our so-called-dinner at pizza hut...my God..dining with them was so kecoh..hahaa. They made me laugh non-stop,luckily no one chokes. And yeah,spent quite a long time there..and then we just can't resist the temptation of going inside shops selling those beautiifully colourful,flowerly dress,so we went in,just looking around..and u know with the GSS going on..there's just...SALE! SALE! SALE! everywhere!!! Really,your eyes can just roll 360 degress around looking at the price tags,cuz things were selling cheap unbeliveably.And the fact that they were just good to look at.
After that,we just had to go back to school for Bioelectronics lab.As usual,class ended late,around 10..By now,i had already gotten used to coming home late every tuesday.
Ohh,someone by the name of Daniel called my little sis today. And it so happen that the person who picks up the phone was my mum.. HAAHAA..pity that boy,kena interview long long by mama. And my mum was asking him so many qns,i just had to smile looking at mama when the conversation took place. so,i got to know that he was searching for my sis because he wanted her to counsel him on some things..problems i think. LOL..i practically laugh when i heard this,,since when lar my lil sis become part time counsellor? and then my mum ask my lil sis what's the problem,masalah cinta?(love problem?),Here's how she reponded,she just rolled her eyes!!
Again,make me laugh.
Maybe the next time i had problem..i know where to go to. Haahaa,kids nowaday can be so cute.
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Ohh..this video really cracks me up..
Never failed to make me laugh whenever i watched this..I wonder how they do it.
And the tune's catchy too! :P
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Okie,now im craving for a chocolate bar.Sheesh betol.
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet lead her up the stairwell
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Heyya.
Listening to Taylor Swift's White Horse now..I've been listeening to her since my sis introduce her song, You belong with me..i think she's just so beautifully talented.
And,
my life's been more busier than before,crazier i think,yeahs,that should describe it.
But nonetheless,this week went fine.
Yeahh..the usual stuffs,projects,assignments and tests..that's what i was up to the whole one week.
I just dunno where i got the idea poly=slack.
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Aniwae,aniwaes,like finally yesterday i had time to ease my mind.
Went out with Dah..like only the two of us,no parents,no small sis,no friends that tag along,just the two of us..LOL.
Shopped for scarfts.
And then,Dah said she's hungry so,we ate wanton noodle at this coffeeshop.
Something happen while im ordering the food,sheesh,i like had to smile all the way i was there queing up.Haahaa.
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After that we just stroll there,stopping by any shops that might interest us.
And we went inside the supermarket too,ohmy,so many yummy-licious food/snack stack up nicely on the shelve..and the two of us was in the eh-i-want-this-no-i-want-that mood.
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In the end,we bought some snacks and around 5 plus took the bus to go home.
Im sick of doing the same old things again and again. & im just plain F-E-D-U-P. You get tired easily,bored,and just bored again if u keep doing the same things over and over,won't you? . enough said,im so unmotivated nowadays. School just isn't fun anymore to me like how it used to be. .
~~~ . You know,i always think there's no perfect person in this world. Like they too have the good side and the bad side of them. Well,we are human beings. And i do feel that way sometime,honestly. Im not perfect,i too make mistake..so please don't judge. i hate this feeling. i hate stereotypes.. Just because of one people,everyone thinks the rest is the same. Comeon,not all people are like that.. sheesh. . Alright,moving on. . I found this while bloghopping. Hahha,so cute.
I want noboby,nobody but YOU.hahhaa
I miss doing the things i used to back then,like for instance, watching korean drama,one episode after another without stopping even though it's like way past midnight...hahaa,i wonder when i can do that again ..now that all i can think of is school,school,school.
I accidentally iron my FINGERS instead of my clothes.
Like so silly kan?
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And of course,it was awfully hurting and i was like shouting like a mad girl.
I quickly suck my finger,thinking blood will come out(again,silly me)
But duhh,of course there's no blood but a big red bruise instead.
So i put colgate..after dat the feeling was..ahh,cooling!HAAHAA
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And nowadays,things was going okie for me in some days,and for someday,things simply wasn't going right.
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Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.. You feel the way you do just because--you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait…
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I really don't want to get moody anymore,really,that's not even me.
But things left me with no choice and sometimes i can just go quiet without even talking to no one.
It was the end of something simple and the beginning of something else
Hello people. Today was fine i guess.I had to come down for sch even though i had no class today for the CCA thingy.
And it went well,the icebreakers,the game,the new friends and the food...oohh-la-la.Nice!HAAHAA.Other than that,everything was okie. & My heart nearly dropped.Why?All because i thought i had left my hp at home in a hurry.Goodness me,all the way inside the train i was so worried on how to meet Idah since she was oreadi at sch since morning.But at last,i felt a vibration inside my bag and it turned out i had my hp all along.Oh my,i dunno what's up with me lar..
And nite class yesterday was ok.Abit confusing with all the wires.My mind was tangled up just like the wires.Really..Me and Aida was like having this blank look as we figured out the circuit..haha..but Alhamdulilah finally with the help of my lecturer,we managed to finish it.
I was having this lil conversation with Idahh..
About how everyone have their own problem.Really,even the happiest looking person will have their bad days.And nowadys,it's all about the matter of hearts.nyehaha.
Today was like totally fun. Yeaps,love it to bits.
Celebrated Mother's Day at my grandma's. And as usual lahh..so kecohh..and loud. Feels like as if the whole roof could come down. Okie maybe notlar..but that's how i felt just now.Haahaa
And just as i woke up from bed..wished my mum Happy Mother's Day, hugged her tightly and kissed her on her cheeks.
Weee..love her to the max.. ♥ i can really talk to her about anything and she will listen and advised.Heh
im feeling fancy free
just like the summer breeze.
HAAHAA. yea rite
i wish i was that free.
Been so busy all week.
so im just gonna summarise all the things that happened this past few days:D
1. School's taking up most of my time now(sungguh tak best)
2. Monday was the best day ever :) :) :)
3. Got upset over somethings which ended up in me not in talking terms,but syukur alhamdulilah,everything's fine now.
4. After what happened,i now believe even more in fate.*winks*
5. Get to watch my fave drama on TV during the no-school-day.weee
6. Getting blur and more blurer on some of the module..totally o.0
7. Falling asleep in class..luckily no one saw the way i was suddenly awoke(except for the one sitting beside me who was obviously laughing,haha) How embarassing!
8. I just realised my neighbour(whom i rarely saw) was...uhmm,not bad-loooking? when he walked pass our house the other day.omg....hahaa.
9. Facebook rawks! so addicted to the games there..but manage to play once in a while only.
10. and on top of all this,i just miss how the way it used to be back then...
Sometimes..what you planned might not be what you expected.
It may totally took you by surprise
and the result...
it might excite you or
the other way round.
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Heh.So met up with the girls at
Atikah's new lovely house.
We were really running out of time and me and Dah was rushing here and there.
I think i really need carefully planning lahh so that things will always turn out right.
Hahaa.sometimes i can be so muddleheaded,i actually forget to bring my money.
So Dah to the rescue!Yay,thankiu.
LOL.
Met Ain at Mac before the three of us actually walked to Atikah's house.
Yeapp..walked! Thank goodness it was not so far..quite near i think. And then..FINALLY..we arrive.
Abit akward went we went in,cuz i don't know most of the people there except for Atikah's family.
Nice food awaits us..and then we settle down and ate.
Before heading back,we took a few shots okie maybe you won't call them afew shots.Haha
And..yaAllah..Atikah's little cousin,Nabila made the four of us laugh so hard.
The way she hold the camera and snap pictures of us were so cute and funny,she actually pressed the snap button so fast,it was like in just a mere seconds.Click! Just like that.
And you know how it is,must get ready lar,pose nice2 lar..smile lar..this lar,that lar - all that takes time..and then Nabila just press Click.
So candid picture it is.
Like i said,small kids are so adorable kan?heh
And why is it when i want time to go so slow,it actually went right pass me just like that,like i didn't even notice it..
But when i want time to pass quickly,it went so so slow?
There's like still my half -way -done- homework waiting for me.
Argghh.So many things,so little time.
Guess i've got to get it done now.
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 7:40 AM
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